Blog Version 12:
Butterflies/Flutter
9:21 PM
May 30, 2004
So apparently vigile and sig aren't mad at me.They were just making fun of me... >.< Here I am, diligently working on the Homework they gave me, aware that they aren't doing anything for the fanfic yet (Vigile says they have no paper... -_-) and they were just kidding and laughing at me... *sobs* Anyway, as I was typing homework no. 3 (I finished homework 1, and 2 will be completed by sig, but i still worked on it. T^T) when I remembered another one of Sig's parody's. Something to do with Deepscar and flowers... I hope she doesn't remember it... I don't think Vigile knows this one either. *relieved sigh* Anyway, it was SOOO funny, I kept cracking up while typing and bern gave me a wierd look because of it... hehehe... ^u^
Anyway, my family watched a movie last night... no not Shrek, although all 3 of us wanted to watch that *sniff*, we watched The Day After Tomorrow. I liked it. My sisters found it boring, but I liked it. I was on Pro-Filipino mode that time and everytime they flashed a map, I'd look for the Philippines. :) We looked quite big, actually, and we weren't affected, lucky! :) There was a part when 3 men were toasting to their country and other stuff and I was like: "To the Philippines!" :D Oh, and there is a guy there that looked like a mixture of the guy in Spiderman, adult anakin from Star wars and Freddie Prinze Jr. Their combination looks bad... sorry. But it was interesting. Actually, there were lots of people there who looked like other stars. Like the 2nd assistant of the Main Character, he looked like a fatter Angel from the show Angel... creepy... the girl with the wound looked familiar too... Sorry, I'm trying as much as possible to avoid spoilers. Bear with me, k? :) I found the movie intersting... i loved seeing the tornados, animals and stuff... seeing the calamities wreck the world was cool, *Anatimus grin... hehehe...* Everytime there was a new calamity I'd go: "S*e*..." or "Ccoooooll!" but there were about 2 instances when their computer graphics made me go: "What the..." because it lacked realism... like the wolves...fine. But I loved the wolves nevertheless. They were cool. Depressingly fake-looking, but cool. Cause they were smart and all... :) Sad to say though, despite having no really hateable characters, I still didn't have favorites, not like Troy... I suppose the closest to favorite would be... the wolves? hehehe... And though i still liked Troy more, i liked this movie in general... don't know why. I just do.
BTW, I saw a Harry Potter trailer. I really want to watch it now, for sure. Despite having a very ugly Sirius and Draco (my 2 favorite characters), I wanna watch it cause I'm sure now that they're pairing up Ron and Hermione. :D I'd have hated it otherwise. I just really don't like Hermione... I hated her from the start, as soon as I read about her in book one. Then I hated her more in the movie. Again, I don't know why... But I REALLY, REALLY want to watch Harry Potter 4. Guys, if you're still reading despite the spoilers, nood tayo!!! But I gotta watch Shrek first, it might stop showing when HP comes out. ^-^
I visited the bookstore this afternoon. I was roaming around and then somehow I ended up in the Filipino books section. There were lots of nice books there... i realized. There are so many good Filipino authors that need recognition. I was inspired to take up this certain class in UP, about being a Filipino. I wanted to take up something to do with Filipino literature, but sadly, i don't think i can handle it so i probably won't.
I also had my MMS option activated today, but I haven't tried it out yet... I'll probably convince Bianca to send me something via MMS. A victim... hehehe.... (that was evil... hmmm... bad...Maybe I really am Anatimus. *quotes Sig*)
Wala lang...
>You know what, I was thinking sometime during The Day After Tomorrow movie that so many endangered animals would disappear... but not the Philippine Eagle! *Victorious Trumpeting in background* I was happy about that... I love Eagles, you see (but not the Blue ones, ok? Stacy would understand...).
>I love wolves too... obviously... and tigers... I think a lot of tigers became extinct in the world of that movie. u_u But at least the world was clean again after and third world countries were recognized... (not particularly the Philippines, but it'll eventually get there. :D)
>Conrad has a new power approved by Sig... cause she didn't like the first one, which is okay, cause his new power is still interesting and now Celeste goes blind! :D (You must think I hate my character... I don't. ^-^)
>My cousins are arriving tomorrow, two days late! Arg... we should have watched Shrek tonight, but they came late... and they're taking off again on tuesday, for boracay. And they'll be back on June 6, then I have classes on the 7th... how will we watch Harry Potter and Shrek? >.<
>Sorry about my ranting... I just say what I think, unedited... Sig said that's why I get snake bitten... I have to utilize the delete button more often...
>Sorry again... if you're still reading my "sabog" and "labo" enrty...
>Sorry...?
>Uh... still there? Sorry...
>T_T... tag okay?
>Bye...?
>T-T... .....
>....
1:30 PM
May 29, 2004
Took this test cause I was curious...

Denial Obsession
What's Your Obsession?
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Wierd...
11:20 PM
May 28, 2004
I had a great day today... except for the last few hours of it.
It started out with a nice impromptu gimmick to megamall. I first went to Tracy's house cause i had no other means of getting to the mall. We watched Naruto (nice anime...) and played an on-line game. She also taught me some basic principles of Adobe Photoshop (so cool, btw) and then we headed to Megamall and went Ice Skating. We only spent 45 bucks for the whole thing, thanks to some coupons Bernice gave me. We actually saved 125 bucks. It was really fun, unfortunately, we stepped out of the rink about 5 minutes from a "Snow Show" where snow literally falls on the happy summer skaters. Fun! Then we played House of the Dead 2, it was so cool cause the game had its own enclosed booth with seats and surround sound (i think)... so cool... :D
Anyway, we then went back to Tracy's where we watched Get Backers... (Kadsuki decided to go after Juubei! Such good friends they are! :D) Anyway, as luck would have it, I was able to watch the entire show, including the preview. My mom arrived 15 minutes after the show. It was "Van Helsing Timing"... always perfect. :D
On the trip home, however, I recieved some very disturbing text messages from Sig and Vigile. They are both mad at me... the lazy staff member of the fanfic. Their messages all end with: >:( and "u only want to waste my load...". I wanted to text back a sorry message, but somehow I couldn't. It must mean something serious... it really bothered me... and then my mom got mad at me in the car and the whole trip she was scolding me... a poor way to end this nice day. T-T
BTW:
>Vigile and Sig left today... they texted me, and they weren't mad yet...
>When I stepped out of the car, into our garden to enter the house, I realized that the air smells like something. mI thought it was from this Pine-looking tree, but it actually comes from some blooming flowers. Nice smell...
>Sartes are coming home tomorrow...
>Learned more about anime... Visited Comic Alley with Tracy and Kimmy.
>Ang ganda ng pictures at mp3s ni Tracy... Tracy! Gimme! >.<
But it was generally a good day. Very. Sana maulit ang ganitong gimmick ulit... ang saya... :) Belated Happy Birthday Tracy!!!
10:02 PM
May 27, 2004
I made a Dae graphic... i think its symbolic... You'll see it if you get her in the Phoenix Pendant antagonist test. (Except stacy cause we'll probably send it to her...) You'll see anatimus too... the MOST SPECIAL of all graphics... if i do say so myself. :)
Mia! Yung Xyra graphic nakakulong sa PC ni Vigile at di sya makakaalis hanggang naisipan ni vigile na pakawalan siya! Patawad!
:)
9:44 PM
I was at vigile's house this afternoon cause she invited me last night through MSN. ^-^ It was the first time we caught up with each other and we talked about lots of things like Ipis, etc. and then she sent lots of avis and fonts (one named DreamScar, may I add) and even an mp3 file. ^-^ Anyway, there we finished of my soon-to-be lay-out and the html code for it, plus she taught me how to make JPEG graphics like the one she made for the phoenix pendant quiz. She even allowed me some "independence" and let me do Xyra's all on my own... ^_^ Anyway, we also finished up Anatimus' graphic (very special...) and Axyll... which has some hidden symbolism in it. Note: all graphics have hidden meanings, or pictures, actually. I didn't notice till vigile pointed it out.
BTW, last night I updated the Phoenx website for the very first time, and i must admit that i got lost, but i did it eventually, I'm so proud. :)
Vigile and sig are flying of to Bacolod tomorrow (so sad), and Stacy has started her driving lessons (what have I been doing all summer? so lazy...) Mia's back in town and Tracy had fun with her MSN messenger name. :) I got to talk to her din and she gave me some avis. :)
Sig has a funny dance... i kept on laughing a while ago while she was dancing it... then me and Vigile worked out a Heirarchy within our friends... I'm the lowest cause vigile is my Mentor, sig is our boss, then Tracy is Sig's master. The others we haven't worked out yet, but that's the most basic anyway. :)
My phone need a lot of up-grades. It needs to have its MMS option activated, its e-mail option, it's camera zoom option... wahhh!!! ToT Tiring!!!
Kimmy, gusto ko ng avi ni Kadsuki at ni Shido at ni Juubei! Sig gusto ko ung kay Akabane! Vigile, kay Makubex! OoO *avi crazy... sorry*
I don't think I've been nice to my parents lately, i don't know... maybe this is the phase of my life when i relate to people of my age more... *shrug*
I'm a bottomless pit of hunger!!! Rawr! I've been eating all day, until now, in fact. (Oops, vigile, i think i forgot the taisan in your house, Gomen!!!)
Question: Dapat ko bang i-celebrate ang birthday ko? May pasok na ang lahat at wala pa akong pera. Medyo abala din ang lahat. Wag nalang kaya. Pero sabi ni Stacy at ng Mommy ko dapat daw eh. Tinanong ko ang mommy ko kung ano ang espesyal sa kaarawang ito at hindi ko naman inisip na sapat ang sagot niya... masama ako... pero sa sarili ko naman eh, kaya ok lang, :) Ignore!
Well... short is good... well... semi-short is better than long... i guess... so i'll end my entry now! Bye! :)
BTW: sorry for any typo's... ^-^V
9:50 PM
May 26, 2004
Btw, I've been bothered for the past few days about existentialism... enough so that i made a drawing with reiko and Xyra and put an existential quote for it.
You know what, one night (saturday?) i woke up in the middle of the night and there was a lightning storm. I got so scared. And this is unusual cause i never get scared of lightning. Even when my entire class goes shrieking to a corner, i usually just look around and try to see more lightning. But that night was different. The thunder would go on for seconds, and the lightning blast was frighteningly near... or so it seemed because i actually felt little tremors after it... and i started thinking, what if it's the end of the world, right there right now? I started worrying (cause in case you guys don't know, my fear of devils and hell and the End of the World rank way up in the things that scare me) cause everyone is asleep and i started thinking, "ok, so maybe this MIGHT not be the end of the world, at least i hope not, but when it comes, some of us will just be peacefully dreaming and when the angels come and everything ends, then its too late.... I won't even get to see my cousins and friends and family for the last time and all that... creepy... I was so scared, but eventually i fell asleep again, and i woke up and it was all ok again... Imagine the realization that you might die soon really closing in on you, i was terribly scared. T_T
For less dark thoughts: I got my PS back, and now I've almost completed my Stars of Destiny... actually, I have! (Thanks Tracy!!!)<--who I did not call gremio as a sign of genuine thanks. :)
Anyway, we're going to start working on The Pendant again... i got my assignment, but my computer doesn't want to download it. >_< Oh well...
The gimmick was (sadly) moved to next week... the last week of this summer vacation... *sniff* i love summer. And lately, when i am just lazing about, the "Sunday Feeling" just creeps up to me and gets me all sad. I hate the "Sunday Feeling"!!!
Oh, I got my bear back! I had it cleaned (several months ago -_-)... and bianca rescued it from a cramped tiny plastic bag where it was 'folded' in half... poor bear...
I fixed my stuff lately... i found so many things that makes my mind think: "Awww!!!" Like the Solus Credo Poem, etc.
I wanna watch Shrek2! Originally, i didn't want to watch Shrek 1 cause it seemed wierd and kind of corny. I remember Tracy telling me to watch it in our 2nd year recollection... imagine... Anyway, since Tracy forced me (with help from Maki and Marvi) I decided, ok, I'll watch it. And I did and I liked it. :)
(Puro Tracy ang entry na ito ah... siguro dahil kaarawan nya ngayon. :D)
9:38 PM
Hey... i put all the new Phoenix drawings in a neat little clearbook since i noticed that the earliest (the celeste one, of course ^_^) was deteriorating.
Anyway, yesterday, i went to sig's house and then mia came to pick us up... refer to Vigile's blog for more details. Anyway, we went to pick stacy up, but she wasn't around, and kuya enzo's place was off limits cause Mia had no ID, so we just went to Mia's house. Vigile and I lazed about until I decided to go and ask for all of Mia's notebooks... vigile had this look: >.< several times while i was looking through 'em. It was like a trip to National Bookstore for free! And then Mia gave us some VERY tasty chocolate, and even offered us a KFC or pizza dinner. THANK YOU Mia!!! :) But since we had to go home with sig, we ate sig's very tasty (very, very tasty indeed!!) prawns with cheese. Then I watched get backers and Juubei looked so cute! (Sig made a crack about this certain scene that includes the line: 'My... Kadsuki...?!? *crack*' Bad Sig!!!!) It was very funny, but very mean...>_<
8:18 PM
took a test...

You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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8:02 PM
Hey... vigile watches Oprah? What a strange coincidence. ^-^ Just this lunchtime I watched a movie called 'White Oleander'. Mind Boggling movie... nice and interesting in its own way... Anyway, I've wanted to watch that movie for a long time cause several years ago... I happened to watch an Oprah episode and Oprah's Book Club featured a newly published book: White Oleander. (Such a coincidence... I don't really watch Oprah afterall...) Several months [a few years?] later, the movie version came out, and I saw its very interesting trailer in the movie house and after hearing all the praises Oprah gave it, I thought, it might be good...
7:07 PM
Okaaayyy... question answered. I called up France through my handy and very much attended to cell phone and I found out the answer... Cara made me my Friendster account. Thanks Cara! :) Now I feel relieved...
6:35 PM
Guys... may malaking misteryong bumubulabog sa akin...
Sino ang Gen na may friendster account na kaibigan ang mga kaibigan ko... ako ba iyon? May gumawa kaya ng account para sa akin at di man lamang ako sinabihan... o kaya (tulad ng sabi ni Vigile) may stalker ako... *creepy background music* Isang malaking misteryo...
Anyway, maayos na computer namin... at itutuloy ko na ang phoenix na test, at may msn na uli ako at ako si...

You are Celeste. Laconic and perceptive, this
probably stems from a childhood where you were
forced to grow up faster than what is natural.
You feel your difference keenly at times and
this makes you withdrawn from most companies.
You are often seen as a loner and you don't
mind this. To others, you might seem to be in
your own little world often but actually, you
know a lot of what's going on around you. You
can be a really good friend if you wanted to.
What Phoenix Pendant character are you?
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... totoo nga... kaya nga malaking misteryo itong friendster account ko... kayo lang naman sa table at ang mga pinsan ko ang aking mga kaibigan, miski sa IV-1 wala akong naging malapit... kaya nang nagkita kami nina Czarina Oyales at Regine Dominguez sa U.P. si Vigile ang kausap nila at kung may nabungo ako kahit saan hanggang hello lang o kaya nagtatago pa ako ^-^"... pero basta... yun na yon... akala ko nga Kisa pa rin ako eh... siguro nasa gitna, pero mas Celeste ata... depende kung sino ang kasama ko.. :)
6:31 PM
May 21, 2004
hello everybody!I'm using another computer to type this entry so if you're reading this now, it probably isn't May 21 anymore. Sorry about that. Our "sick" computer is in worse shape than ever, it won't even start... I think those blasted viruses have started infecting our system files... no wonder it needs reformatting. I also lately realised that the viruses have somehow invaded our CD burner's program, thus anything we burn comes out wrong... busted or corrupted, I don't know. Like the music CD i tried to burn several days [weeks?] ago... Bianca had the exact same problem, therefore it must be the computer.
Anyway, just this morning, i accompanied my mom to our monthly grocery trip (by force if i may add... I wanted to sleep... T_T)... it got me a little sad because all my Econ Learnings came back to me and i realized that everytime we buy a foriegn brand,our peso loses a little more of its already meager value. then i remembered some comment my classmate or teacher made in class that sort of goes like this: "There are so many products in the market that are produced and marketed in such a way that we think we need them... even though we've lived so many years without such an item anyway..." an example would be downy and ariel... we don't really need fabric softeners anyway, we never used to until it was suddenly publicized as an immediate necessity to the household and everybody fell for it. And Ariel first commercial, the one that obviously pointed out that people in the States used it, was so pointless... bleach and bar isn't entirely ineffective. Why do we need a more expensive alternative just because another country does? >|( (And I noticed almost all the products that fit the statement aforementioned are produced by multi-national companies or some foreign country. Must be some ploy to purge out the money of their poor neighbors to fill their already bursting money vaults. >|( ) And I also noticed that there were products that had most of its words written in a foriegn language... What are we, a dump for products that don't sell that well in that country...? >|( I felt such pity for our country, although it seems quite silly. Then as we were leaving the grocery, i was thinking how lucky my family was to not be part of the starving populace of our country and be able to buy the food we want. We may not be rich, but we aren't starving either. :)
(Hmm... I think I'm getting over-exposed to U.P. I don't mind... there has to be some "maka-Pilipino" people in this country, especially if our president isn't one...)
Anyway,Tagalog mode, para maka-Pilipino. :) Wala lang news (kababawan... ewan...):
>Nabasag ang baso ni Bianca... T_T Sayang, terno panaman ang mga baso namin, akin tiger dahil Year of the Tiger ako; si Bernice Dragon; si Bianca rabbit, si France monkey... may coasters pa yun na terno at ang cute ng mga larawan...sayang... T-T (halata ba na ako ang nagpabili? -_-V)
>Inagawan ako ni Bianca ng mga CD!!! Hinihiram nya lagi ang "Memory CD" kung tawagin niya. (Note: Vigile, gusto nya ang CD na ginawa mo para sa lahat!) Ung Kattun din kinukuha niya, yung computer kasi namin eh, hindi lumabas ng maayos ang CD niya... kaya Vigile, pasensya na ha, pero akin nalang muli ang mga CD na ipinahiram ko. T-T
>Binalik na ang PlayStation namin! *cheering* Haaay!! Kay tagal ko nang hinihintay itong bumalik! Ngayon maitutuloy ko na ang aking adventures with Nanami and Gremio... *happy bouncing* Kahit mga dalawang linggo naang bago ito ikumpiska ulit, okay lang, keso naman hindi ibalik.
>Fanfic update: Iginuhit ni Bianca si Deepscar para sa akin! Hehehe... pero nagtira kami ng bahagi para kay Vigile... :)
>Hindi ako maka-practice ng piano kasi naghihiganti ang mga daliri ko sa katamaran ko. Hindi ko pa siya napuputol ng maayos, kaya ayan, hindi ako makalaro ng maayos. -_-
>Yay! May gimmick daw next week. :)
>Tanong: Alam nyo ba kung kailan nagsisimula ang Angelic Layer sa ABS-CBN??? Wala lang...
>Iiwanan na tayong lahat nila Vigile at Sig next week din... T-T
>Tapos iiwanan ako nila France, Bernice and Co. para sa Boracay next next week... T-T
>Tapos may school na next next next week may pasok naman... T-T Ang ilis matapos ng Summer!!! T-T
>Tapos bawal nanaman ako manood ng TV at mag-Playstation!!! T-T
Nga pala, akala ng mga tao, magandang babae si Kame... heh!
Isa pang Wala Lang kwento...
>Alam nyo ba, napaka-malas ko ata sa Cornflakes ngayong linggo? Isang umaga, nagmamadali akong kumain dahil baka dumating na sina Vigile para pumuntang U.P. Habang kumakain, napansin ko na sira na pala ang gatas na isinama ko sa aking almusal... umalis nalang ako na medyo walang laman ang tiyan... -_- Buti hindi ako nagkasakit... Isang gabi naman, naisipan kong kumain ng Cornflakes ulit dahil gutom ako. Dahil ubos na ang Fresh Milk sa karton, naagtimpla nalang ako... sa kamalasan, imbis na tubig ang naihalo ko, buko juice pa talaga... T-T Nakalulungkot ang mga malas na istorya ng mga gutom... T-T
Sorry sa mga taong hindi nagbabasa masyado ng tagalog... Anyway, umasa tayong lahat na maayos na ang computer ko! :) At magpaka-maka-Pilipino na tayong lahat! Hehehe...
8:25 PM
May 19, 2004
around 7:40 pm
Waaahhh!!! I miss blogging, and my tag board too... *huggles imaginary material blog and tag board*
And most especially, i miss the people tagging... :) I might have a new lay-out soon...not too soon though... T_T
Life Updates:
>I know more about greek mythology :) Like what happened to Hector's wife and child after the war... sad story... etc... thanks to Sig's handy mythological dictionary...(which i think has already been scanned and reproduced inside her very gifted brain...) ^-^
>Anyway, I just enrolled myself for my first college semester... *hushed silence* Anyway, we were early and we missed the 'pila'. Ha! So much for the 'University ng Pila' crack. :)
>I also realized, especially after Vigile pointed it out, that I've become more independent in the past few days. Like my previous blog entry states, so many changes have been taking place in my life. For one thing, Bianca said my attitude has changed... for better or worse, I don't know...
>Anyway, I was reflecting just a few minutes ago that I'm getting more and more familiar with UP. I know the Jeepney routes of the Toki and Ikot, I know some building names, where to find decent bathrooms, eating places, etc. I'm becoming a True 'Iskolar ng Bayan'. :) But I'm gonna miss my Miriam friends, because lately, I realized that I'm more like Celeste, my Pheonix Pendant character, than I originally thought. I'm quiet in school and quite reserved, too. I don't really have established friendships with anyone outside my circle of friends... not even my classmates like Celeni or Mellow... sad...
>Anyway, for some wierd reason, i feel rather bad tonight. Maybe because I wasn't attending to my celphone all day, thus making my mom very angry about me not answering her calls, which led to my walking home in the rain...
>Come to think about it, i like walking in the rain, with an umbrella, of course. I like to seeing things all hazy and all... (though why i like it, i don't know...) But I'm not really fond of rain, it gets me all depressed actually, especially when the daytime sky darkens gloomily. Lately though, I found an exception: I like night rains. It apparently has a more comforting effect on me. (I think its because i feel like classes will be suspended and it would be so pleasing to just sleep as long as i want... even though there really aren't any classes the next day anyway. Sort of like the opposite of a 'Sunday Feeling'. ^_^)
>I would have liked my walk if only i wasn't worried that my mom and dad would get mad at me, and if only I didn't bump into those two frogs. *shudder*
~Frog Incident: I was innocently walking along the wet street in side our subdivision and then i suddenly saw a slimy, LIVING frog stretched out a few inches from my feet... Waaah!! I jumped away as sson as I realized it... I got so freaked out... then a few meters away, i saw i shadow of a 'rock' jump to the middle of the road... after a few minutes, i realized it was a BIG toad, happily juping around in the rain... I hate frogs!!!! I'm our house's roach killer, I'm not afraid of rats... but frogs I just cannot stand!!! And I've never encountered live frogs on the road before... imagine my shock at finding one by my feet... T_T
~Note: Anyway, thank you sig for the umbrella and for sending someone to accompany me. She was really nice. Say thank you to your mom as well....
And thank you to vigile as well, for lunch and your transpo to and from UP... BTW, I promised you at the beginning of summer that I'd return your blue album to you, and I had it na kanina... i just forgot...-_-
Couch Potatoes! See Here! :D
>If any of the Sartes are reading this, the Get Backers episode you missed was really funny. i really liked it... minus Sig's favorite part, *cough cough*.
>Tamasaburo of Saber Marionette J reminds me of Celeste! She likes red pa! :)
> I want Faust to win Lorelai. I don't like the idea that Otaru will win just because he's the main protagonist. Faust really, really loved/loves her. So many generations of his family suffered so much because of this love... poor fuhrer... And I think she loved him too... T_T
>I like Shido and Madoka!!! ^_^
>The Wolf's Rain OVA was nice, but don't watch it without the series...
About The Pendant:
>BTW, vigile i gather from sig that Conrad of the PP should have a built like Hectors, Deepscar has one like Achllies, and Reiko's is like Paris'. *Wince*
>Which reminds me... answer the phoenix pendants tests the staff has been making. Just this afternoon, I spent several hours continuing the "Which Phoenix Pendant Antagonist Character Are You?" Quiz. It was fun... and the other staff members were playing a really wierd game which proved rather useful in my endeavor... :) Link: http://quizilla.com/users/phoenixpendant/quizzes/Which%20Phoenix%20Pendant%20antagonist%20character%20are%20you%3F
>I can draw the Phoenix Pandant na! WooOHHOoo!!! (hey...doppler effect... :))
> Hey we have a new parody... really hilarious!!! Most famous line: "My... Ferendil...?!? *crack*" Hahahaha!!!! :D
Well, night guys... i don't have much time... worms have invaded our not-yet-repaired system... besides, get backers na ata... :D
10:06 PM
May 18, 2004
hey... i've been up and about UP since last friday. last friday, my freshmen orientation; monday, medical check-up stuff and another orientation; just today, i was there to retrieve my 2x2 pictures and tomorrow, is enrollment... anyway, i'm gonna give a detailed blog entry soon, hopefully. anyway, visited stacy's, kimmy's and cara's blog, nice lay-outs! my blog hopes to grow up to become just like yours, and vigile's and sig's too... well... my cousins (r, r & f) left for bicol today. And i've stopped tennis lessons already. So many changes, so little time...
things are always constantly changing... *sigh* i miss everyone... my friends, my Certeza cousins, haaaay!!! Change is always hard to adapt to, especially the big changes...
12:43 AM
May 10, 2004
12:16 AM
Saturday Entry... Late at night... (posted just now because i was either busy or tired...)
Tulad ng sinabi ko dati: "there ARE two sides to the same coin"... kung ung isang araw napakamalas ko at di ko napanood ang Get Backers kahit naka-abang na nga ako, ngayon naman, nakatutok ako sa computer at nagpapakasayang magblog... bigla nalang na-disconnect ako. (Bihira pa naman din mangyari yon sa akin sa aking bagong internet card.) Anyway, naisip ko buksan ang TV at tignan ang NHK, kahit iniisip kong walang SC...himala! Meron! Siguro bumabawi ang computer ko sa mga pagkukulang niya sa akin... hehehe... Minsan, hindi talaga kapanipaniwala ang swerte ko... sabi nga ng aking kaklase... ang swerte ay bumarating na baha-bahagi, muola sa ating Pie of Luck! Kung maliit ang slice mo ngayon, ibig sabihin, marami pang kaswertehan sa hinaharap...
Anyway, comments on Shonen club:
Toma's back!!! *bounce bounce* So happy... though i don't know why... :) :)
Jin was in "The most entertaining, funny... somethingsomething show..." ('_~) *confused and bothered... can't remember...* -He acted out a prince of sleeping beauty, a chicken, and some demon creature... i think Koki's was funnier because their were guest appearances from the entire Kattun... T_T
stacy might like this ep... lot's of takki and tsubasa stuff... :)
Nafeature nila ung "dreamboy" na play sa SC, hehehe... Kame tripped in that play, but w/o injuries.
KAme has a new really weird dance... but he looks better than Jin today... Jin looked tired or something...
jin dances really well... but i knew kame would come, and he did... Koki was being all dramatic behind him... poor TUN... always pushed aside... at least until...
Ueda and Maru lloked cute in their weird costumes... *evil grin* anyway, i was starting to wonder where they disapppeared to... K-A were given too much spotlight... but they're worthy enough... i guess... *bothered again*
Naisip ko kawawa din ang ABC, they were just back-up dancing to KA... i think... and Vigile's future Jin has a group? Am I right vig? *hopeful*
i saw maru's head...errr... oh alright...a koala head fan being waved about... Hehehe!
Nakakatawa ung bahagi na pinipilit ni Maru si Ueda mag-"Sway" kasama niya at ni Koki... sumuko nalang sya.. hehehe...
Sorry sig... i owe you a ton of apologies for last saturday...sorry... u_u
(Btw, maayos na ang MSN ng bahay ko at nakausap ko si sig bago mag-SC. ^-^)
Sunday entry:
Anyway, lots of things happened this sunday... i woke up late because we stayed up watching The Order, luckily, it wasn't as scary as i thought... it seemed full of demonic stuff, luckily it wasn't. :)
Then after hearing mass, I saw a horse outside the church, interesting...
Then i had a vigile-favorable afternoon a while ago. :) I went out with my family and we ate out in this filipino restaurant. it was semi-outdoor, meaning it had mostly no walls. Anyway, it started getting all gloomy, then it rained. We didn't get wet, but we could see and enjoy the rain... very pleasant. :) The restaurant was even playing all OPM songs, similar to vigile's bandtology. Anyway, the rain was pouring and the Tabing Ilog song was playing, and i just thought that vigile might have loved it there. :)
Then we went to SM megamall and had our picture taken in a studio... that's a first for my family, but i liked the pictures. France wanted a thug pic inspired by all of you guys, but our parents wouldn't have it... ^-^"
I dropped by Comic Alley a while ago, after the longest time... (when was the last time i visited anyway...?)... and i ended up buying two laminated cards... sometimes, i think i just can't help but waste money... u_u
Finally, we watched Van Helsing...with a free ticket courtesy of a mother's day promo... hehehe...kuripot... :)
There vigile, an answer to your shonen club question! Unfortunately, i have no idea what kakkoi is, but i can guess... ^-^. (i-download mo naman yung songs na nasa radio blog ni Mel o... :))
Night! Hope you don't think i wasted your time with my lengthy entries again... ^-^V
9:06 PM
May 08, 2004
I took a test... nobody comment! >_<

Athena
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8:08 PM
Hi everyone... Sig and vigile are having a slumber party right now...(XD) ...and despite how near my house is to Sig's, i was not allowed to join this little get together because my mom wants us all to visit my grandma and take her out for the special occassion tomorrow... mother's day. Another reason is that renzo and i decided to go traipsing about ali mall (where i take piano lessons) to look for a mother's day gift for our respective mothers... we roamed around without realizing that our celphones were ringing non-stop...(i got 12 missed calls and 3 really mad messages)... and so my mom was really mad that we don't answer our phones, and all because we tried to find a mother's day gift, which we never really found anyway... -_-
Anyway, since i won't be joining their sleepover, (or their little trip to bacolod either... X|) i'm here at home listlessly watching a Van Helsing Behind the Scenes thingy-thingy and writing on my blog using the computer that will soon be carted away and hopefully repaired.
Well, here are my updates...
Life, right?
>I forgot to cut my nails and they're now INCREDIBLY long... (excuse the shamefulness of discussing such a thing in here ^-^)... and it gave me problems in my tennis and piano class... wah, the things i have to go through because of my laziness
>Vigile, THE web artist extraordinare is making me a lay-out...and hopefully also giving me the rest of the pretty pictures we found in that happy picture site. ^-^V Watch out for it... if you want to, that is...
>I still don't have my UP sched... or my playstation... or a friendster account... or an msn program in this computer... or even Yahoo! messenger... or permission to go to bacolod either... u_u
>I got a call from my favorite cousin (the one residing in the US) today... I was so surprised! I miss her (them) a lot, and unfortunately, Bianca and Bernice weren't home to get to talk to her. We talked for an hour... imagine that! :) I suddenly realized how much i think of the philippines as home... i'd be so lonely and out of place in the US (or probably any country for that matter)... although my cousins are doing really well there... Afterall, i've never even left this country, and all my family and friends are here... (except for mia at the moment, but that's temporary)... besides, for a person as kuripot as i am, i'm glad to stay here where things are considerably more affordable. :)
>I tried to get a moshimaro (?) stuff toy in the crane game for tracy a while ago... i hate moshimaro now! France was able to get so many stuffed toys, but this particular doll just kept getting pulled down by other stuffed toys (which i also hate now! Xl) and although i kept on getting it and lifting it, it ended up falling into a pit between the exit and another toy... wah!!!
>Well... i don't really hate moshimaro (?), I'm just annoyed at the moment. :)
>May gimmick ang mga kaibigan ko next weekend!!! :) Saya!!! Maghanda na kayo ng mga grad pic ha? *rubs hands together like adult swim preying mantis* ...^-^
Fanfic sunod, dba?
>Sig said Dae looked like a handsome guy... but that was only because only her eyes and hair was seen in the particular drawing she was commenting on...
>France said Stacy's GIFs were a stroke of genius!
>I visited the Battle Realms Concept Art Website of a guy named AlecThunder...? I learned lots of cool stuff about a lot of BR units. :)
>I have a phoenix pendant link na... i wonder why it took me this long to add one...
Couch Potato...
>I wanna watch Van Helsing! Sig has seen it, but i forgot to ask if it's any good. -_-Oh well...
>hmmm... may kattun kaya ngayon? probably not...
Well, i'm done! G'night again! I apologize for not having anything of much significance in these entries... I'll learn how to do that eventually... :)
5:12 PM
May 07, 2004
Yay!!! Bagong avi... ako si JIN!
Si Vij si Maru
Si Stacy si Junno
Si Tracy si Kame
Si Sig si.... ahem... si Aka-bane...???
Anyway, nagpapakasaya ako sa pics dahil may photo bucket na ako!!! :) Actually, yun ang isa sa mga dahilan na dumayo ako sa bahay ni vigile... sana kumpleto ang trio... *sniff in reminiscence*
5:06 PM
Nag-msn ako with my account... but since wala akong avi, eto ang ginamit ko... u_u ...bakit kaya....(it's freudal -- dash vigile) .... Ah! kasi nasa bahay ako ni vigile ngayon... at computer niya ang ginagamit ko, at handa na ang mga avi ni kame...at kausap ko kasi si tracy... siguro ginamit ko dahil gusto ni Vigile at ni Tracy si Kame...^_^
8:55 PM
May 06, 2004
Gahhh!!! I missed Get Backers! Naka-abang na nga sa computer na katabi ng TV, di pa rin napanood... ano ba naman ako...T_T
8:53 PM
I took the quiz Stacy took din...

Collected Gif: You're not easily shaken, you take
things as they are, and keep a calm, clear mind
when dealing with problems. People admire your
nature, and you likely have many acquaintances,
but only a few true friends. Basically, you're
pretty cool.
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8:17 PM
Part I(May 5, 2004 Afternoon)
Grrr... i'm so mad right now! It's 3:38 pm and i'm supposed to be at celeb taking my tennis lesson. Just a little while ago, a song popped into my head, a kattun song, vigile's version: "What a LOUSY today...what a lousy today...nahnahnah... Lousy day!!!"
It all started this morning, when my computer decided to hang and get all faulty and stuff. then my mom left and arrived to take me to my 2:30 lesson at 2:20...then the entire tandang sora was bumper-to-bumper with traffic caused by stupid campianging! Grrr... So we had to take a really long detour, via UP. When we were finally back in Tandang Sora, I noticed we were out of gas, so we had to make a u-turn and head for katipunan instead, for gas. Then my mom decided to pick up bern from her chem class in Ateneo (3:00pm) and just take me to tennis after. Unfortunately, tennis class ends at 4. Bern came out and fifteen minutes later, we headed home. >_< It put me in such a sulky mood... T_T
Then i found out that Bianca and Bernice will be going to Boracay for the first week of June, with all my cousins at that... T-T What a sad, sad existence i have... sometimes... i was thinking just a while ago that perhaps everylife is like some skate-boarding track with really high ramps and really low floors, occassional spikes too, and other barrier magiggies...sorry, my cousins have been playing Tony Hawk Pro-Skater4 non-stop in my room... it must be starting to get to me. -_-
Sorry guys for burdening this blog, which you're probably reading if you got to this message, with my bad feelings. i don't have any other outlet at the moment, you see. Anyway, thanks for reading... :]
PArt II (May 5, 2004 Late Night) :
Ah, gabi na at masaya na uli ako kasi naka-burn ako ng isang music cd para sa sarili ko. :) Matagal na rin akong hindi nag-bu-burn... ang ganda ng cd! Instrumental sya na may Suikoden, etc. Saya!!! :) At baka bigla akong ma-inspire mag-practice ng piano nito...hehehe...
Part III (May 5, 2004 Much, Much Later) :
Grrr... hindi gumagana ang cd... T-T I hate this! Naka-burn pa naman sya sa isang magandang cd na tinago ko pa para sa isang magandang compilation...T-T...Malas naman ng araw na ito!!!! Nag-type pa ako ng list of songs... na napakaganda pa naman din... ang hirap pa naman mag-burn from mutliple sources... T-T
Part IV (May 6, 2004) :
Wow! Pagod ako ngayon, pero i can feel the endorphins (?) flowing through my veins... wala, masaya kasi ako... :) Kanina after tennis, nag-badminton ako with my cousins...puro talo, inaamin ko...pero masaya. :)
Isa pang dahilan kung bakit masaya ako...nag-drawing ako ng group picture for the phoenix pendant girls... sabi ni vigile maganda daw si celeste... Actually, maganda rin daw sina fe, daespora...the usual gang. Anyway, sinabi na ng tatlong tao, including my coloring sensei Vijimaru-sama, na gumagaling na daw ako mag-drawing...
Isa uling dahilan, binalik na ang Clamp school at maganda pa rin ang Get Backers... Masaya talaga pag may inaabangan...ay! Buffy din ata ngayon... Yes!
Isa pa, nakikinig ako sa isang kanta ng Kattun/4-Tops/KKKitty/who knows who else. Ang ganda ng LLS ko kasi nung Tennis class... at least di ko na masyadong iniisip ang cd...
Pero marami talaga siguro akong endorphins sa kaka-exercise kaya masaya pa rin ako...
Anyway, Life Updates:
>Bukas ko na malalaman ang College Sched ko... *scared* Sana classmates tayo VIGILE!!! Ikaw naman Sig, humabol ka na!! SATs ka na!!!
>Meron na akong tennis class pic, matutuwa si bianca dito...*evil grin*
>Bagong Mystery Tanong: Sino ang lalaking may crush kay Bianca sa Celeb? Hmmm... ang alam ko, nakita ng 2 pinsan at 1 kong kapatid ang isang mysteryosong lalaking chinito na lumiligoy ligoy sa may tennis court nung tuesday (araw na bumisita si bianca sa tennis class na ako nalang ang nag-tuloy) at biglang napasigaw ata ng "bianca!"... hmmm... sino kaya... -.-
>Nadapa ako nung tennis class...>_<... pero natuwa pa ako...labo... Napansin ko nga na lalo akong nangingiti pag-nagkamali ako sa tennis... Isa akong tunay na Pilipino!!! (^-^)V (FYI: sabi ni vigile ang mga pilipino lang daw ata ang tumatuwa sa kanilang mga pagkakamali...)
>Di ko nakita si sig ngayon or kahapon...although sabi nya: "See you tom" noong Monday...Oh well...sorry sig...
>Di naniwala ang tennis coach ko sa dahilan ko ng pag-absent... bakit talaga namang nawalan ng gas ang kotse namin eh... >_<
>Balita ko may lay-out na si sig from vigile...dapat matuto ako, pero wala namang nagtuturo... oh well...siguro magpapagawa nalang din ako... T-T
>Nakatanggap ako ng sulat at bagong photo album na puno ng pics mula sa mga pinsan ko sa US! Miss ko na sila! T-T Pero ang saya na naaalala pa rin nila kami!
FF update: Wala, may bagong drawing lang... :) At bagong info na maganda din si celeste tulad ni Dae! :)
BTW sig...i wouldn't have shown you an ugly Fe, even if there was one, cause i don't wanna die...-_- ...and apparently you don't need Akabane to do your dirty/murderous work for you...T-T
Vigile...the gay zymeth crack was funny...
Kimmy...ok lang yun, marami naman tayong ayaw mabisitahan ng blog eh...
Stacy, salamat sa pagsagot sa aking problema...ngayon alam ko na... ang ganda naman pala ni celeste... ^-^
Wala na ata... well...night guys...
10:36 PM
May 04, 2004
Kamusta mga kaibigan!!! :)
Note:
>Hi Stacy! Ang cool talaga ng mga GIFs mo!! Idolo na kita! Kailan ba tayo sunod na magkikita? Gusto kong mag-trade ng mas marami pang pics! At gusto ko din ipakita ang drawings...pero di ako sigurado kung magugustuhan mo...pero kahit na! Ikaw ay naging importanteng bahagi ng pag-drawing ng fanfic at wala akong balak ibahin iyon! (^-^)V PS. Nakita ko din ang Star Lay-out para sa blog mo, ang cute!!! :)
>Hi rin kimmy! Sorry hindi ko alam ang blog address mo, kaya wala kang link... pero sabi ni sig ok lang dahil ayaw mo naman ng mga link...Salamat sa pag-bisita! Natuwa ako sa mga tag mo, at sa tag ng lahat din! :D Tag lang kayo ha!
>Tracy...balita ko gusto mo si...si...si Kame sa Kattun...ok lang... siguro...inaamin ko na ok naman din siya......Oo na, ok din sya! >_< Anyway, bisita ka kay vigile kasama ni Kimmy at Stacy at Selda, tapos marathon tayo ng VCD/DVD! Kung gusto mo, Kattun na din...
>Yo Ginji/Ban!!! (Wow, may part II pa ang note ko sa dalawang ito! :)) Wanderer pa rin ako! Hehehe... Bumisita ako sa TUAZ, nagustuhan ko talaga ang bagong logo ninyo ni Ginji!!! Pero di ko parin gets ang mane na TUAZ... pero aliw naman sya. :)
>Sig, MAG-TENNIS KA NA!!! Hindi na uli sina France mag-tetennis... At least makikita ka namin araw-araw, if ever. ^-^ Ah, at na-download ko na pala ang songs ng get backers sa loob ng oras na iniiyakan at ginugulo ko ang html code ng blog na ito. Ilang oras din yon, kasi lagi kong binabalik sa dati at...ewan... kailangan ko ng matuto..T-T Ah, at imbitado ka din sa Marathon! :) Ah, and about the tag, it's the thought of staying forever through my words and thoughts that's an illusion, not the proof (my thoughts and words?) of being alive at this point... sorry, i guess i just don't make sense. u_u
>Vigile, salamat sa tulong mo sa Tag Board ko... :) Sana isang araw, maging kasing galing din kita sa html. IDOLO NA RIN KITA!!!! At sorry nga pala na inimbita ko ang lahat ng tao sa bahay mo...^-^ masyado ata akong natuwa na makita sila... hehehe... sorry...u_u Oh, and about the tag, i'm not a mere illusion...I'm also a Genjitsu! A reality! *proud* :) Hehehe...
>Rico, hindi ko inaasahang bibisita ka dito, pero salamat sa iyong pag-bisita... :) Kulang nalang ang blog ni selda noh? :)
>Selda... mag-blog ka na rin! Para gumawa ulit si stacy ng GIF para sa iyo... hehehe...
>Mia, kung mapadpad ka man dito...sabi ng tennis classmate ko ang ganda daw ni Xyra, ung drawing mo nga ay pinag-pasapasahan na namin nina sig at vigile eh...pero sa aming tatlo lang naman ata... he...^-^'
Anyway, sa mga bumisita at nag-tag, salamat sa pagbisita! Napasaya talaga ako! :) :) Medyo nahihiya nga ako dahil ang ganda ng mga blog ninyo! Di nga ako marunong maglagay ng pics o kahit ano tungkol sa html... siguro nga, wolf ako in the way siggy means... Oh well! Pero masaya parin ako dahil meron na akong blog! Matututo din ako! kahit papaano, magagawan din yan ng paraan!!!
Anyway... Updates naman ulit:
UNA! Life updates!
>Well, susubukan ata namin ni vigile ang mag-advanced placement...Naku! Kailangan ata akong mag-aral para don... T-T
>Sa May 7 ko na malalaman ang College Sched ko!! Sana classmates kami ni vigile sa mga pinili namin, pinaghirapan din namin ang pag-pili ng mga timeslot na pareho...>_<
>Speaking of May... May 3 ang birthday ng isang dating kaibigan ko, nakalimutan ko siyang i-greet...haaay!...ang bait pa naman ng pamilya nya... ok lang siguro. u_u
>Mahirap mag-tennis...ngayon, malungkot na din ata (save for vigile!)... waaah!!! Bakit pa hindi natuloy sina France! Well, at least magagamit ko na ang racket ni Bianca. Baka mabawasan ang sakit ng aking kamay (di sa hindi maganda ang racket mo vigile, gustong-gusto ko nga ang racket na iyon eh...ngalang di pa ata handa ang kamay ko...> T-T
>...At kung wala si France, di na rin tuloy ang plano na mapangiti-ngiti ang isa kong kaklase...
>Nadownload ko na ang ibang songs ng get backers at gto!!! kulang nalang ay ung song ng Clamp school na may "Peony Pink" sa chorus!
>Stupid viruses are gonna help me get sig's cpu and all the nice things inside it!!! ^-^ SAYA!!! Apparently, the saying: "there are two sides in every coin" is really more than just literal! :D
>I miss the kada! Kailan ba tayo mag-kikita sunod? Dapat kasama ang lahat, kahit mag-karaoke tayo, ok lang...kahit ano... T-T
>Grabe na ito, hindi ko parin tapos ang Lestat! Shame...
Ikalawa, "fanfic update"
>...At muli, dahil wala na si France sa Tennis, pwedeng mag-drawing si Vigile habang nag-lalaro ako!
>Napakita namin kay sig ang drawings, at sabi niya gwapo daw si Ferendil! O_O (I wanna add something in relation to kadsuki... %(^_^)... but sig might just send over Akabane...(_/^\)... to kill me, so wag nalang...T.T )
>At lumabas din ang tanong na: "Anong klaseng twins ba sina Dae at Cel? Identical ba o fraternal?"
>Ano nga ba? Kung fraternal nga sila, eh di hindi kagandahan si Celsete, noh?
>Pero tuloy pa rin ang pag-drawing! :) Btw, ok lang sig na mag-comment ka. Mas nakakatakot kng nakataas ang kilay mo at masama ang tingin mo sa drawing...^-^
Ikatlo, "couch potato update"
>Nabanggit ko ba dati na napanood ko ang episodes nina Madoka at Shido nung Sunday? Gusto ko sila!!! T-T
>gumawa ako ng kadsuki at akabane icon habang inaaway ko si Sig tungkol kay Juubei... (hey Vij, nahawa ata ako sa iyo...^-^)
>napanood ko na ang Kattun episode na napanood ni Tracy... medyo alam ko na kung bakit nya gusto si Kame...Pero Jin/junno pa rin ako! (sorry vij, hindi tumaas si Kame, pero di naman din sya bumaba sa episode...(^-^)V)
>Ang cute ni Jin sa skit, parang anime sya na nag-da-drama sa isang sulok at nakiki-epal kay ... gasp...Kame... grumble...>_<
>Nakakatuwa ang placard na TAG 23??? Ano uli number non Vigile?? Oh, well... Nagustuhan ko ang episode, pati ang Takki at Tsubasa song mo Vigile. :)
>Napanood na din ni Bianca ang Kattun eps at kilala na niya si "Ahiru!" at si "Neko!" Nakita din niya ang tatlong shonen club members na nag-pa-pa-alala sa akin ng buong trio...^-^
Well...Sana binasa parin ninyo ang entry na ito kahit sobrang haba na niya. Ako nga medyo ayaw ko nang basahin ulit, kaya pasensya kung may mga typo.^-^ Di bale, iikli din yan habang tumatagal. Sorry din na papalit-palit ang lengwaheng ginagamit ko... di na ako natuto...
6:08 PM
May 02, 2004
Yay! I finally have a blog! :) Thanks to Sutechi and a little agreement within the Trio for S and me to make a blog before college so we can keep track of each other's life in college...(btw, congrats Sutechi!!!!).
First, coz this is my first post, i'd like to apologize for any errors and confusing mistakes i might commit...
Second, "life updates"
>dahil wala akong magawa ngayong summer, nagsimula akong mag-summer class para mapilit ang mommy ko na ibalik ang PS. Dahil hiling nya ang mag-sports ako, hayan! Tennis! Hehehe... sana tumigas naman ang braso ko... :)
>Nakumbinsi ko na ata si France na mag-tennis. na rin...masaya 'to... *evil laugh*
>Si bianca hindi... siya panaman ang may pakana ng aking tuluyang pagsali sa tennis camp! nung namimili ako ng badminton o tennis, nag-tennis sya kaya't sinamahan ko sya...ngayon aalis sya! grrr... na-unbalanced kc eh...*evil laugh*
>Not that i don't like tennis... i really like it in fact, it's really fun, so don't worry vigile... not that you will or should worry... never mind....
>my MSN doesn't work, and my computer will be carted of to a repair shop for re-formatting...T_T
Third, "fanfic update"
>dahil nagpapahinga ang staff sa pagsusulat, nagsimula nalang akong magdrawing... (inspired uli ni S at ng kanyang GIFs :) ) Ang saya ng kinalabasan! Meron akong Celeste, Dae, axyll, fe and group pic... haaay! ang nagagawa talaga ng pagkainip! :)
>Ang ganda ni Dae! Nagustuhan sya ng classmate ko sa tennis!
>Si Fe, Conrad and Xyra ay nakatanggap rin ng puri...
>...si Axyll... *wince*...masama si vigile...j/k!
Fourth, "couch potato update"
>Sig! Hindi 'gayish' si Juubei... malas lang sya...
>Na-miss ko ang Kattun, na napanood ni Tracy... Kattun fan na rin ata sya at si Bianca. :)
There! Before i end this post however, i'd like to provide an explanation for my title, Illusion of Eternity:
I watched One Hour Photo and there was a line there that said: people take pictures as a stand against time and age and as proof that they once existed and once lived ...ata...^^; Hehehe... that's how i understood it anyway... And since this blog's gonna contain a simple chronicle of my life, (and since i keep no other journals, etc...) this blog will be the temporary proof of my existence (much use a temporary proof's gonna be, but that's only till i find something better, or till i do something worthwhile for the world... :) *pokes the two from the trio and whispers unintelligable syllable that sound suspiciously like 'hospital'.*) ...so that when i grow old and die, i just don't disappear and join the ranks of all those long forgotten people who lived obscure and mundane lives and whose every thought and experience will never be anything other than a shadow or even something entirely unexistent....sorry, this morbidness is an after effect of my HS Literary Criticism Paper which tackled 'existentialism'. ^_^" (sorry, malabo, i don't mind if you skip this part...^^;)
And recently, Vigile and I talked about the deaths of Celeste at Dae (they die together)... then vigile mentioned a thought of hers: "eternity is an endless past(dae) and an endless future(cel)." And the thought just stuck...
And for a shallow and NL reason *pokes V and S* it's coz illusion is Genso or Gen'ei in Jap...my N side couldn't resist...(^^)V
So here's my blog... an illusion of eternity, an illusion of an endless past and future...an endless past i hope i'll never forget, and an endless future that i hope i'll never fear...and hopefully in time this illusion will seem a reality. (or as my N side puts it: a genjitsu :))
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