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9:50 PM May 26, 2004

Btw, I've been bothered for the past few days about existentialism... enough so that i made a drawing with reiko and Xyra and put an existential quote for it.

You know what, one night (saturday?) i woke up in the middle of the night and there was a lightning storm. I got so scared. And this is unusual cause i never get scared of lightning. Even when my entire class goes shrieking to a corner, i usually just look around and try to see more lightning. But that night was different. The thunder would go on for seconds, and the lightning blast was frighteningly near... or so it seemed because i actually felt little tremors after it... and i started thinking, what if it's the end of the world, right there right now? I started worrying (cause in case you guys don't know, my fear of devils and hell and the End of the World rank way up in the things that scare me) cause everyone is asleep and i started thinking, "ok, so maybe this MIGHT not be the end of the world, at least i hope not, but when it comes, some of us will just be peacefully dreaming and when the angels come and everything ends, then its too late.... I won't even get to see my cousins and friends and family for the last time and all that... creepy... I was so scared, but eventually i fell asleep again, and i woke up and it was all ok again... Imagine the realization that you might die soon really closing in on you, i was terribly scared. T_T

For less dark thoughts: I got my PS back, and now I've almost completed my Stars of Destiny... actually, I have! (Thanks Tracy!!!)<--who I did not call gremio as a sign of genuine thanks. :)

Anyway, we're going to start working on The Pendant again... i got my assignment, but my computer doesn't want to download it. >_< Oh well...

The gimmick was (sadly) moved to next week... the last week of this summer vacation... *sniff* i love summer. And lately, when i am just lazing about, the "Sunday Feeling" just creeps up to me and gets me all sad. I hate the "Sunday Feeling"!!!

Oh, I got my bear back! I had it cleaned (several months ago -_-)... and bianca rescued it from a cramped tiny plastic bag where it was 'folded' in half... poor bear...

I fixed my stuff lately... i found so many things that makes my mind think: "Awww!!!" Like the Solus Credo Poem, etc.

I wanna watch Shrek2! Originally, i didn't want to watch Shrek 1 cause it seemed wierd and kind of corny. I remember Tracy telling me to watch it in our 2nd year recollection... imagine... Anyway, since Tracy forced me (with help from Maki and Marvi) I decided, ok, I'll watch it. And I did and I liked it. :)

(Puro Tracy ang entry na ito ah... siguro dahil kaarawan nya ngayon. :D)

come fly ~ gen