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6:08 PM May 02, 2004

Yay! I finally have a blog! :) Thanks to Sutechi and a little agreement within the Trio for S and me to make a blog before college so we can keep track of each other's life in college...(btw, congrats Sutechi!!!!).

First, coz this is my first post, i'd like to apologize for any errors and confusing mistakes i might commit...

Second, "life updates"

>dahil wala akong magawa ngayong summer, nagsimula akong mag-summer class para mapilit ang mommy ko na ibalik ang PS. Dahil hiling nya ang mag-sports ako, hayan! Tennis! Hehehe... sana tumigas naman ang braso ko... :)
>Nakumbinsi ko na ata si France na mag-tennis. na rin...masaya 'to... *evil laugh*
>Si bianca hindi... siya panaman ang may pakana ng aking tuluyang pagsali sa tennis camp! nung namimili ako ng badminton o tennis, nag-tennis sya kaya't sinamahan ko sya...ngayon aalis sya! grrr... na-unbalanced kc eh...*evil laugh*
>Not that i don't like tennis... i really like it in fact, it's really fun, so don't worry vigile... not that you will or should worry... never mind....
>my MSN doesn't work, and my computer will be carted of to a repair shop for re-formatting...T_T

Third, "fanfic update"

>dahil nagpapahinga ang staff sa pagsusulat, nagsimula nalang akong magdrawing... (inspired uli ni S at ng kanyang GIFs :) ) Ang saya ng kinalabasan! Meron akong Celeste, Dae, axyll, fe and group pic... haaay! ang nagagawa talaga ng pagkainip! :)
>Ang ganda ni Dae! Nagustuhan sya ng classmate ko sa tennis!
>Si Fe, Conrad and Xyra ay nakatanggap rin ng puri...
>...si Axyll... *wince*...masama si vigile...j/k!

Fourth, "couch potato update"

>Sig! Hindi 'gayish' si Juubei... malas lang sya...
>Na-miss ko ang Kattun, na napanood ni Tracy... Kattun fan na rin ata sya at si Bianca. :)

There! Before i end this post however, i'd like to provide an explanation for my title, Illusion of Eternity:
I watched One Hour Photo and there was a line there that said: people take pictures as a stand against time and age and as proof that they once existed and once lived ...ata...^^; Hehehe... that's how i understood it anyway... And since this blog's gonna contain a simple chronicle of my life, (and since i keep no other journals, etc...) this blog will be the temporary proof of my existence (much use a temporary proof's gonna be, but that's only till i find something better, or till i do something worthwhile for the world... :) *pokes the two from the trio and whispers unintelligable syllable that sound suspiciously like 'hospital'.*) ...so that when i grow old and die, i just don't disappear and join the ranks of all those long forgotten people who lived obscure and mundane lives and whose every thought and experience will never be anything other than a shadow or even something entirely unexistent....sorry, this morbidness is an after effect of my HS Literary Criticism Paper which tackled 'existentialism'. ^_^" (sorry, malabo, i don't mind if you skip this part...^^;)
And recently, Vigile and I talked about the deaths of Celeste at Dae (they die together)... then vigile mentioned a thought of hers: "eternity is an endless past(dae) and an endless future(cel)." And the thought just stuck...
And for a shallow and NL reason *pokes V and S* it's coz illusion is Genso or Gen'ei in Jap...my N side couldn't resist...(^^)V

So here's my blog... an illusion of eternity, an illusion of an endless past and future...an endless past i hope i'll never forget, and an endless future that i hope i'll never fear...and hopefully in time this illusion will seem a reality. (or as my N side puts it: a genjitsu :))

come fly ~ gen