8:38 AM
June 27, 2004
Wow, ito na siguro ang pinakamaaga kong entry... teka nga... *yawns*
Anyway, lumabas kami ni Tracy at Kimmy kahapon. Tama, kaming tatlo lang. Sabi nga ni Tracy parang dati daw na kami daw ang kanyang mga kasama... Bigla ko ngang naalala kahapon na kasama pala ako sa Handsome Flower Blossom Trio (tama ba ang order ng words? Sorry! ^_^). Dati kasi akala ko kinick-out na ako nila Kimmy at pinalit sa akin si Kuya Mikkie. *sniffs* (Bigla ko ring naisip na gusto ko atang bilhin ang cds ng Fruits Basket para hindi ko na makalimutan ang mga laman nito. TuT)
O, heto ang mga nangyari kahapon:
>Obviously, hindi ako naka-pag-aral kahapon. Pero okay lang kasi kasalanan ko yun. (Nanood ako ng TV at may maganda kasing palabas sa HBO) -_-" At ngayon naman ako magsisikap. Ang dami ngang nakasulat sa to-do-list ko eh: Mag-basa sa Soc Sci, Magbasa sa English 10, Mag-aral sa Math 17, Isulat ang chapter ni Celeste (pero ung huli, huli ko talagang gagawin. Nawala ko kasi ang sinimulan kong bagong chapter nya eh.) Ah, at i-edit ung chap na bigay ni Vigile (pero di siguro ngayon, next week nalang kung kailan Soc Sci exam ko... -_-" Hindi, ibang linggo na nga lang ulit... pero mukhang physics exam... X_x Wag ko nalang isipin!)
>Ako'y kuripot na bottomless pit!!! Kahapon, nang magkita-kita kami sa BigR, plano sana namin kumain sa KFC at mag-usap-usap. Pero nanghinayang kami dahil mahal (actually ako lang ata. ^_^) Kaya't kumain nalang kami ng murang 6 peso icecream!
>Sa sobrang kuripot, naisipan nalang namin pumunta sa bahay ni Tracy, pero dahil daw baka walang pagkain sa bahay nya, nakaisip ng magaling na plano si Kimmy at nag-grocery nalang kami. ^_^ Grabe, ang inggay namin sa grocery. ^_^ Tapos, nakabili si Kimmy ng mga cute na cornflakes na may larawan ng lion, panda, momiji, squirrel (?) at tsaka nga oso. (Oso ba yun o daga? @_@)
>Si Tracy naman ay bumili ng Kropeck na niluluto at pagdating sa bahay nya, nagpakabusog kami! ^_^ Nakakatuwa kaming magluto ng Kropeck. Master Cooking People na kami ngayon! Master Kropeck Cookers! ^_^ (Take-turns kasi kami mag-fry kaya lahat kami ay umakyat ang rank at mas gumaling dito.... Mwahahaha! *u*) Ung unang batch kasi medyo sunog (medyo lang) ang naluto namin, pero nung nagtagal, gumaling na kami at may teamwork pa! ^_^ Kumain din kami ng hash brown at ng popcorn. (Ung popcorn na niluto ni Tracy hindi pa mircowaveable, manual talaga. Pero masarap. ^_^ O nga pala, masarap din pala ang kropeck na may hasbrown topping.) ^_^ Kumain din kami ng dalawang packs ng cornflakes tsaka isang malaking Kornets. Ahh... Abundance...
>Ahh, at ang labo ng jeans ko. Minamadali kasi ako ng mga magulang ko na umalis kayat hindi ko nafold ay isang leg ng pantalon ko. Nakakahiya. Isa nakafold palabas, at isa hindi. u_u. Pero wala naman sigurong makakapansin non... *shame on me*
>Nga pala, may Princess Diaries 2 na movie at sabi ni Tracy panoorin daw natin. Gusto ko ring manood ng King Arthur at Secret Window. Daming movie poster sa Big R! Ung isa nga eh, hindi daw pantay ang *Tuuut*. Pero di ako nagsabi non. ^_^V
Basta, ang SAYA talaga. Ulitin natin uli sa ibang araw! *u* Kasama naman ng ibang miyembro ng kada! ^u^ Panibagong karanasan itong gimmick na ito... pati na ang ROTC! Saya pala siya. ^_^
Anyway, ito naman nung friday:
>Naglakad-ulit kami ni Vigile at bumisita kay Sig. Kinulit namin sya at nagpaawa kaya pinatake nya sa amin ang RO test (na magsasabi kung ano ang bagay sa iyong job sa RO, la lang. ^_^) Nakuha ko *gasp* Swordie? Si Vigile Acolyte. *Aww...* Si Sig daw archer nung una eh...
>Niregaluhan din namin si Sig ng button pin na naglalanam ng aming pasasalamat at mithiin para sa kanya... Hindi nya nagustuhan at gusto pa nyang ibalik kay Vigile. *sobs in some dark and cold corner*
>Nag-homework ako sa bahay ni Vigile kasi kailangan namin gawin ang isang pairwork-homework sa physics. Nakakatuwa siya, pero ayoko atang maka-date si Oblation... -_-" Nagdate din si Quezon at si Liberty, Si Apo at si Eiffel, si Taal... (?) Alam ko malabo, pero sclang exercise-homework lang naman sya...
>Dahil nasa bahay ako ni Vigile, nanood ako ng Wimbledon. Natalo si K_R_A at Miss K__A (?) Sorry di ko alam ang spelling ng mga pangalan nila. Pero mas naiintindihan ko na ang tennis ngayon, ang scoring, ang rules. Tama pala si Coach Elmer na dapat kaming manood ng mga laro. Pero masaya lang sya kung may kakampi kang tennis player na gusto mo talagang manalo. Boring kung hindi eh, parang nanood ka lang ng bola pabalik-balik. ^_^
>Sorry Vigile na-nag-tagal ako sa bahay mo... baka yun ung dahilan na nagkasakit ka... T.T Dahil dito, may regalo kami ni Tracy para sa iyo... Sa Monday nalang ha! ^_^
NGA PALA: IMPORTANT NOTICE!!!!
>Maraming tao sa bahay ko at pag-nag-internet sila, lahat ay nag-lo-log-in as GEN sa MSN. (Wow, rhyming ata yun). Kaya kung di kayo kausapin ni "Gen" ibig sabihin hindi ako yun at i-close nyo nalang ang window. TY!
7:28 PM
June 22, 2004
Hay naku! Kay tagal ko nang hindi nag-b-blog. Anyway, simulan natin sa june 10.
>Binigyan ako ni Vigile ng isang birthday card! Nakakatawa ang mga nakasulat, pero para simple, ang pinakatinukoy nito ay ang aking pagka-kuripot at nakasualt din don na manlibre daw ako... ang wierd, pero nilibre ko nga sya sa araw na yon. Pero hindi ko nabasa ang card hanggang gabi. Naisipan ko lang na manlibre... Timing talaga... nagkataon na kung kailan ako nagkaroon ng card na nagsasabing manlibre ako, don pa ako nanlibre kahit hindi ko alam na yun nga ang nakasulat sa card. Naku! @_@ Ilayo nyo sa akin ang mga card na humihingi ng libre, gumagana sila sa akin! TnT
>Nagpa-re-copy ako ng ibang mga baguio pics namin ng trio! Ang saya, ginawa ko pang wallet size ang isa kaya't meron na akong picture sa wallet ko... :) Nakuha ko na rin ang nawawalang x-mas studio pic ng kada, at nakadisplay din sya sa wallet ko. :D
>Nagkaroon din ako ng "Raise" sa aking allowance dahil mahal lumibot sa UP. Limang piso bawat sakay ng dyip. Grabe... (Pero hindi pa nyan talo si Tracy. Si tracy mga 40+ araw-araw sa pag-commute lang...
>Grabe, lagi nalang ako late sa Arnis class ko... at pakiramdam ko magkaka-muscles na rin ako dahil dito. Medyo masakit sya sa braso dahil ngawit na ngawit na ako sa exercises. Ang layo pa ng tinatakbo ko, (parang warm-up exercise ko na rin yon...) pero late pa rin ako! TnT Mula third floor, bababa, tapos takbo sa kanto, sakay ng dyip at maghihintay, tapos lakad nanaman at akyat sa 3rd floor. Late ako lagi at baka ma-drop ako kung nagpatuloy 'to.... TnT
>Masaya ang Soc Sci classes ko. Para syang fusion ng lahat ng Social Sciences. Masaya. At swerte ako kasi ang reporting namin ay by group, ung class ni Bong individual tapos ung class ni Ben naman by pair. (Bong & Ben= High school classmates)
>Nung isang linggo ata, pumunta kami ni Sig sa bahay ni Vigile at nag-party!!! :D Masarap ang pagkain ni Vigile... at miss na ng bahay nya si Stacy... si Sig din, pero dahil napadpad na si Sig don, hindi na uli. :D
>Grabe ako mag-procrastinate... kung anu-ano na ang ginagawa ko para makaiwas sa pag-aaral. (Smacks self) Mali yun! Baka bumagsak ako kung naging pabaya ako... T_T
>Parang exams sa UP araw-araw (except for tuesday night kasi walang pasok sa wed. :D) Kailangan talaga mag-aral dahil maliit ang mga klase kaya't malaki ang possibilidad na matawag para mag-recite. (Kanina sa Soc Sci, napunta ako sa isang malas na upuan kayat lagi nalang ako at ang isa ko pang katabi natatawag... Ok lang, may recitation points naman...) Pero ayaw ko talagang mag-recite! >.<
>Vigile! Nakalimutan natin i-pa-xerox ang Logic book!!! @o@ Sa thursday na ang Logic class!
>Nagkaroon kami ni Vigile ng napaka-proggresive staff meeting at may binitawang pangako si Sig sa amin na tumigil muna sa RO para gawin ang fanfic. :D Yay!!!
>Nga pala, yung Yamino Tatsu, Yakumo Tatsu pala. Niloko ako ni France. >.<
>Nga pala, niloko din ni France si Vigile sa MSN... -_-...
>Nanood ako ng Kattun at nakakatawa ung mga nangyari. Sobrang natuwa sina Bianca at France, inaway pa ako nang napindot ko ang remote at nawala sa screen sina Jin... -_- Nalungkot nga lang ako medyo dahil wala si Taguchi... TnT
>Nga pala, nasabi ko na ba na sumakit ang kamay ko sa English 10? Ito ang weird...Kasi pinasulat kami ng isang essay on poverty na may kasamang 2-level sentence outline (*Gasp* Fermin!). Grabe! Pagkatapos ko isulat ang draft at ang final copy, namanhid talaga ung daliri ko at kahit dalawang araw pagkatapos nito ay masakit pa rin siya. Labo. Siguro kasi masyado akong madiin magsulat kaya't may naipit na ugat... -_-. (At alam nyo ba, dalawa lang sa buong klase ko ang nakagawa ng tamang outline, 5 nakagawa, pero medyo may konting mali, lahat ng iba hindi alam kung ano ang outline! @_@ Biro mo, may seatmate ako na galing atang St. Scho at tinanong pa nya ako kung paano gumawa non. @.@ 2 lang nakagawa ng tama, at sa malas, hindi ako kasama don. Pero okay lang kasi kasama ata ako sa 5 na marunong gumawa. Paano kasi, ung iba kong santences, phrase pala. -_-" *Shame... Shaaammmeee...*)
>Nanood din ako ng Arjuna. Malalim na anime... Medyo namulat niya ang aking mga mata tungkol sa kalikasan. Nakalimutan na daw kasi natin ang mamuhay kasam ng kalikasan dahil masyado tayong nabulagan ng mabilis na pag-asenso at iba pang "short-term pleasures". Nakakalungkot panoorin, pero maganda din naman siya...
>Nga pala, may fan art na ang
Pheonix Pendant fanfic namin. Poems, specifically... Hintayin nyong i-up-load ni Vigile tapos basahin nya at kung ma-inspire kayo, gawa din kayo. :)
>Gumawa na din ako ng Handeis drawing, at nalapit na i-post ang mga bagopng chapters! Marami ring dagdag sa site, (bisita kayo) baka magkaroon na rin siya ng bagong lay-out. :)
>Nga pala, nung isang araw, nagtipon-tipon ang mga taga Miriam sa isang table sa main lib... Ako si Tanya Q., si Andoi, si Chubby, at si Vigile. :D Saya! Para kaming may Miriam Org na may Miraim Table. :)
>Marami pala atang mga payo si SIr Fermin tungkol sa mga dapat salihang Org sa UP.
>Nakakita ako ng isang kanta na kinanta ng mga bida ng Knight Hunters at ng Gensomaden Saiyuki. Nakakatuwa kasi medyo kilala ko ang mga boses nila at nalalaman ko kung sino ang mga kumakanta. :) Description nga nya sa winamp ID nya ay: "All eight guys! *drool*" -_-" Hindi ko alam kung sino nagbigay ng ID na iyon. Pero ok naman din ang kanta. :D
>Kailangan ko ng payong. Gusto itim. :)
>nagsimula na ang Wimbledon ni Vigile! Kahapon, June 21! :) (Nakahanap nga pala si vigile ng proof na malas nga talaga ang #22) ^_^
Hmmm... alam ko marami akong nakalimutan dahil matagal na akong di nag-b-blog. :(
12:56 AM
June 13, 2004
Here are the tagss i put in sig's blog!
Vigile: see gen, she didn't only text it to me, she told it in her blog! nyahahahahahah!
Sig: What? At least I know one of my friends love me.
Sig: If even for bizaare reasons.
Gen: I can't believe you sig! I didn't text it the way to told vigile! I texted it in a not-serious-don't-take-it-seriously kind of way!
Gen: i was just happy that the Club i created (the AXyll/deepscar couples pairing fans club) is not empty anymore!
Gen: Besides, kimmy says, "Mahal Kita!" a lot!
Gen: I just said it in a happy-leader-of-an-empty-fan-club-with-a-new-recruit. FINE!
Gen: I just said it in a happy-leader-of-an-empty-fan-club-with-a-new-recruit-kind of way. FINE! If you guys continue to make a fuss of this, i'll say i hate everyone! >.<
Gen: I can't believe it's creating such a fuss... after you went on and on about loving your friends... and saying it too... i only said it jokingly, and only because i was really happy and not myself!
Gen: And as for Vigile... >.< The A/D couple pairing fans club is now a society! Not a club! >_<
Gen: I hate this. >.< If i ever miss my friends again, I'm never telling anybody... >.<
BTW:
You're a bassist!
You're into more subliminal things and a background guy. You're a solid foundation to the music, though, and you're introverted and think to yourself a lot.
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12:27 AM

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren
Sociable? Yeah RiGHT!!
Anyway, stacy went to UP yesterday and we saw her!!!! YEAH! :D :D :D Unfortunately, my cellphone just had to fail me at that particular instance, thus, I was only able to see Stacy for about 10 minutes. How unlucky... But at least I saw her... :)
Anyway, here's the entirely long narrative:
>UP class day. I had no classes for the entire afternoon except until 4, so Vigile and I went about doing our responsibilities instead. We got our UP e-mail accounts, paid the ID fee, got our temporary IDs and bought our *gasp* UP planners (after a lot of waiting). After which, we decided to split up cause Vigile had to get a 1x1 picture and i had to get some books in the main library. Thus we parted ways and just planned to meet up later in the econ building. So i was innocently walking around the BIG library, lost and all, unaware that Vigile had bumped into Stacy and were (after a while) waiting for me and texting me to meet up with them in the econ dean's office. >.< And of course, I was sitting outside the econ building, waiting around cause i had no batteries in my cellphone... I was finally about to leave (shakes head) when I suddenly heard my name and saw Vigile and *gasp* a blur of color, STACY! :D I was so surprised! Anyway, we sat around for a short while and then stacy had to go. I think my bad luck for that day rubbed off on them cause when we tried to get a Katipunan jeep, one passed on the other side of the road. Naturally we crossed and waited again, and one did come, on the other side of the road again. We crossed, missed it again and waited. We did that 4 times i think. Unfortunately, only IKOT jeeps were passing by. Finally, we caught one and stacy left, then siddenly there were no IKOT jeeps left for us to head to our 4 o'clock class. And there was suddenly a lot of Katiounan jeeps, 2 consecutive ones at least...
> Anyway, i was also unlcky in the library... cause i lost my list of books as i entered it and cause i had this book reserved in my name for Soc Sci1. They said i could go claim it at 3 o'clock, cause 8-3 was the reserving hours. So i patiently waited for the clock to finally strike three then i went to claim the book... only to find out that the book wasn't reserved in my name afterall! >.< The lady at the desk remembered my face but she said I'd have to reserve it all over again, because it was standard procedure (and her shift was up and she was leaving then. Obviously the new desk people won't recognize me! >_<). Drat! But apparently reserving hours were up and there were no books of that title left... so i really just wasted a big bulk of my time on nothing. AHhh! And i needed that book for an assignment due on tuesday! The only time i can reserve and get it is on monday, but i have classes the whole afternoon! So, plainly, I messed up.
And it's the fault of some guy sitting on the desk. He got my reserve slip but apparently forgot to write my name in the list... grrr...
But the lady who was originally in charge was really nice. she taught me how to reserve a book (but her partner was neglectful!) and then when she found out that my reserve slip was gone, she kindly advised me some stuff... she even asked me as i was leaving (cause she took over at the ID checking post at the entrance) if i was able to eventually get a copy and stuff... then she suggested i call the UP press bookstore when she found out that i didn't.
>Anyway, we had our arnis class too... finally. Apparently, there was a class last week, but we were in the wrong place so we thought otherwise... Anyway, Arnis is a FILIPINO weaponry sport! GALING!!! But sadly, almost nobody knows it and I realized that some people have to be told by foreigners to take interest in a native sport before they actually do take it... sad... but if a Filipino is really good at it, you could go abroad and you could charge as high as $50 per session, per head if people ask you to teach them. So it's a high paying, Filipino and cool martial art. Hmmm... I'm glad I got into it... :D
>As we were leaving Arnis class, Vigile started kidding me about something sig texted her... I can't believe this! How could people make such a fuss? I took it back and explained it already! Read Sig's tag board! >_< Thus, I formed the OFFICIAL AXYLL AND DEEPSCAR COUPLE PAIRING FANS SOCIETY (originally the Ayxll and Deepscar Lovers Fans Club & Axyll and Deepscar couple pairing fans club & Axyll as Deepscar's concubine fan's club). This is what started this problem in the first place anyway. And the last was Vigile's suggestion btw... but i don't think its appropriate. :P So just join the one in all caps, the others are non-existent. :)
So, for the events of today, Saturday...
> I got a call from tracy today. She has *gasp!!!* Classes every day of the week. From monday to sunday!) And since there is no MRT on sunday, she has to wake up at about 3 am and commute the long way to get to school at 7... and she usually has her dismissal time at 7 too... imagine... X_x And plus, her school area has the highest crime rate in the entire Manila! @_@ (Cause they're located at the center of the University Belt, you see.) And she has to wear a white uniform with a SKIRT as she commutes every day... gahhh!!! Imagine the horror... And the flood... X_x
GOOD LUCK TRACY!!!
>Went to piano lessons, but since my teacher was stranded in UST due to floods, I ended up in National, where i found one of the books in my vague booklist... I was planning to buy myself something, but i couldnt find anything. Oh well...
>Sometime during that afternoon, a lot of things happened that got me so PISSED OFF! I was in a bad mood for the rest of the day, I felt like retreating to some isolated corner and sulking there... And vigile's text that told me that there was something in sig's blog that i should see did not help improve my already bad mood either. u_u
>Btw, we passed the GMA building and I noticed some poster of theirs, for a comedy-telenovela-whatever show called MARINARA (with mermaids and sea creatures too).
Ang bastos talaga ng GMA! They just want to mock ABS's Marina. Not that I like the show, I don't even watch it for goodness sakes! (But i thought it was brave of ABS to show such an outrageously wierd and unrealistic show ^_^")But I don't think GMA is being an ethical competitor (? did i spell it right?)... they are being rude, barbaric, annoying, blah blah...
>Visited my lola next then went home...
>At home I watched the anime Yamino Tatsu! I thought it was nice! :D I liked a character whose name was a little too complicated for me to remember... but i liked it. My cousins did too! :D
Anyway... this here is
IMPORTANT and URGENT
http://bongzee.blogspot.com/
7:26 PM
June 10, 2004
That reminds me, my insomniac-ness got me into a conversation the other night. It turns out, as Stacy and Sig once pointed out to me, I'm a very closed and secretive type of person. No matter that I tend to be very talkative and loud. Not only do I not share things and talk deeply about my life to my friends, I have somehow managed to be the only one in our set of cousins who has never shared anything in a heart-to-heart talk with anyone. I get into such talks with lots of people (friends/cousins), but i never spill out anything myself... i usually just listen... I have NEVER apparently poured out ANYTHING to ANYBODY EVER. Not even Cara, who everyone, Bianca, Bernice, Rob, France and EVEN Renzo have had these talks with. I have talks with her ( and the others too), but my talks with her (them) are one way and her talks with the others are two-way. I'm reserved and secretive, I'm Axyll/Celeste.
I'm so closed off, I have communication issues and can't even make new friends. TnT Luckily, there was a girl who started talking to me in English 10, (yay! My first real aquaintance!... Bah! I'm pathetic! >.<) and my blockmates are getting more attached to the block that when they see a blockmate lurking around, they usually say hello... lucky, i guess.
That's why I sometimes hate myself...
BTW: There have been new votes for the Favorite Pairing thinggy... but i can't update it yet cause I'm gonna type something for Social Science 1. Sorry. :)
1:49 PM
June 09, 2004
Blogging.... Marami akong naiisip at naaalala ngayon...
Alam nyo, naisip ko lang na nakalampas na ng isang taon mula ng nagsimula ang Meteor Garden Phenomenon. Ngayon wala na ito. Naaalala ko pa mga isang taon na ang nakararaan na noong kaarawan ko, masayang binabanggit ng iba't-ibang tao na birthday na din ni Vic ng F4. Maganda naman talaga ang Meteor Garden eh, ngalang masyadon ata siyang nauso, at nakababaliw sa inis ang kwento ng MG2, medyo. :) Wala lang.
Naalala ko din na dapat tatalakayin ko sa huling blog entry ko ang tungkol sa stalker ni Vigile. *Triumphant trumpeting* MAY STALKER NA DIN SI VIGILE! SA WAKAS! :D :D :D :D :D :D Siguro ikukwento ito ni Vigile sa blog nya, kasi siya din ang nagsabi sa akin na ilagay ko ito dito eh. Nandun kami sa bahay ni Sig non, pagkatapos ng aming mahabang lakad... At may proof pa si Vigile na meron ngang nag-hack sa account niya... *gasp*
Alam nyo ba, kahit saan ako magpunta, nagdadala ako ng kapiraso ng aking pagka-miriam student. Hindi, hindi ang "Tatak Miriam", kundi ang mahiwagang Miriam Socks! :D
Ginawan ko ng anime cd si Vigile kapalit ng Kattun cd na ibibigay niya sa akin (para la ng bayad! :D). Ang dami kong nadiskubreng mga lumang kanta tulad ng sa GateKeepers, Escaflowne, CyberTeam in Akihabara, atbp. Miss ko na ang mga anime na yon... lalo na nang marinig ko ang mga kanta nila... TuT (Sana nagustuhan mo ang cd, Vigile, kahit baka hindi talaga maganda ang ibang mga kanta, biased lang siguro ako...)
Gagawan din ako ng Green Phoenix Pendant ni Vigile! :)
Yun lang... ata...
Mga nangyari sa aking kaarawan:
Kahapon ng birthday ko, dapat sana ay bibilhan ko ang sarili ko ng magandang regalo, para kahit pa minsan naman ay hindi ko kuriputan ang sarili ko at maging maluho ako para sa aking sariling kasiyahan... di ko nagawa kasi nakalimutan ko nung nasa Megamall na kami.-_- Nanood kami ng Harry Potter ng mga pinsan ko. Pareho pa rin ang mga paborito kong mga karakter, hindi ko nalang babanggitin para di gaanong nakakahiya. :)
May regalo sa akin si Sig! Isang love triangle para kay Deepscar! ^_^ Sinabi kasi ni Sig na gusto niya ang Deepscar/ Axyll pairing at pagkatapos ko siyang takutin *cough* sabi niya na siguro pwedeng bigyan ng love triangle si Deepscar. :) Nag-drawing din ako ng picture ni A/D na magkasama.
Sa UP naman tayo dumako...
Gusto ko bumili ng planner sa school, pero di ko maabutan ang mga nagbebenta. Ano ba yan. May estante na nga sila sa aking building na headquarters din nila, pero wala pa rin! >.<
Meron Yahoo! Group ang block ko. Grabe... Don sa group na iyon, may photo album pa ng mga digi-cam pictures ng first day namin, pero hindi ako marunong mag-access... labo ko talaga.
Meron nga rin palang buddy-system sa BA, ang mga freshmen ay may isang assigned na ate/kuya na senior para pwedeng magpatulong sa kahit ano. Swerte! Mabait yung ate ko... ata. Parang. :)
May mga PhD akong mga guro... at kailangan ko kumuha ng tempo ID para pumasok sa library... Gastos! Pero napapadalas ang paglalakad namin ni Vigile sa UP campus kasi paubos na ang coins namin pang-commute. Papayat talaga kami!
Inapakan ang aking pagkatao kanina... mukhang hindi na ata kami si Vigile nararapat sumali sa Geek Club... binagsak namin ang Physics test namin kanina... :( Kahiyahiya, pero mahirap talaga siya eh. TnT
Nakakita kami ng mga Miriam Student sa UP kanina... si Andoi, si Ben, si Chubby at si Didang. Medyo mas sumasaya ako kung ganon...
Naligaw ako sa loob ng Palma hall... Grabe, isang lugar na nga lang, naligaw pa ako. >.< Pero okay lang kasi sa aking paglilibot, nakahanap ako ng anime store sa loob ng building. Saya! At marami pang iba, pati nga mini-bookstore eh... :)
Yun lang... sigurado...
Paalam sa ngayon....
1:24 PM
The first ordinary day in a very extraordinary week. That's today, June 9, birthday ni Lei, birthday ng mommy ni Stacy, birthday ko din. I woke up at 10:30, checked my celphone, stood up and checked the breakfast, decided i wanted an omelette with the spam on the table, cooked the egg, ate it, went to the computer, recieved a phone call, blogged. Nothing special. :D I already miss boring summer days...
And here is the extraordinary part of the week, although i pressume that this will soon BE the ordinary...
First up, Monday:
First day of school, had a freshmen orientation where we met lots of groups, the chancellors, deans, etc. (There was a group, the UP Singing Ambassadors, that caught my attention. They've won the grand prize in some Italian concert, as well as several other awards in Germany, Czecs (?) etc. So you can actually go around the world doing those stuff huh? Anyway, if Stacy were in UP, I'd have forced Vigile and her to sing 'When You wish upon a star' for then in the auditions. That would surely get then in. Provided it doesn't have to be recorded on tape. ^_^")
Next we were given and assigned blocks for the first time. there were about 45-50 of us. *sobs* But luckily, were were divided into 2. (Grabe, halos lahat kami ng block BAA. At lahat ng upper classmen BAA din. Tapos ung mga konting BA naman, pinipilit nila mag-shift kasi mas masaya daw at lahat. Grabe, marami sila. May isang buong org nga na para lang sa kanila, eh.) Anyway, there were no classes but lots of annoying get-to-know-each-other-stuff. I hate myself sometimes. At the end of the day, everyone was friends with someone except me. I was THE Loner of the block, the only person who stood away from the rest and just watched them talk to each other. *gasp* I'm Axyll! I felt like a tiny stone in the middle of a very dense wilderness and everyone else were trees all moving up (forward) and following the general sway of the wind. I, on the otherhand, was stuck on the ground, unmoving, and unable to reach anything. I'm pathetic. That's why when Stacy called that evening, I was glad to be reminded that I stll had good friends. Like Vigile, Sig, Stacy, Tracy, Kimmy, Selda, Mia... I'm starting to miss them. And the table. And the happy lunches we had when we could talk to anyone of us there. Now, we have to make arrangements before we can actually see each other, except Vigile and I don't really make arrangements for visiting sig... ^_^ So convienent. Actually, this week, I've shocked Sig's mom twice by coming in at the most unexpected time. On Monday, I just stepped in at 8 in the morning, much to the shock of her mom. Sig actually had to wash her face before seeing me, cause she was sleeping then, i think. Her celphone was magically texting me on its own. Lucky Sig. :) The second time was yesteday, vigile and I decided to walk from UP to Sig's house. Long trek. We then entered her house and sat on her couch, rather weary, then Sig's mom saw us and got surprised that we just appeared out of nowhere. Sig was even creeped out that we walked all the way to see her, not that i think she believed us. Although we really did walk. Good exercise. I was telling vigile while walking that i'd probably get thin if we do this more often... But if we do it more often, sig might probably kick us out already. ^_^
Anyway, Tuesday was the first day of classes. We had Math 17 (a very hard class apparently, the teacher had a great time scaring us, i could tell. >.<) Imagine my joy when I stepped in and found Bong Oyales in my class. Yay~! She was the only one i really talked to cause she was the only one i knew. What a coincidence. For certain reasons, I consider Ck, Bong and I a lesser trio in my life. Why? Cause we were the only 3 II-9 math A people to get exempted in bio, get included in III-8, and now, get into UP. Next, i had Social Science 1, and our teacher, a PhD, was in the US. No classes for us that day or on friday. Next was Arnis, and the teacher did not show up either. So from the Vanguard rooftop (somewhere near the ROTC field) we walked all the was to Sig's house. At the end of the day, I was so tired that I wanted to retire at 8 o'clock or earlier, but because of my insomnia, i ended up sleeping a 12:30. I was so tired. TnT Luckily, we have no classes on Wednesday, or else, i'll probably get sick. (PS. Someone really annoying texted me last night. Amidst all the birthday greetings, an anonymous texter sent me a disgusting swear message. Some people have nothing better to do in life than bother other people. >,< Buti nalang may mga mabait na text from friends like Kimmy and Vigile, kundi maaasar talaga ako.)
YOu know what, another reason why i hate myself is this: On the Get-to-know-you gathering, we were given free food and drinks and i was quietly sitting besides some other girls on the floor cause there was no isolated spot anymore. There were street children lingering around and asking food from the BAA seniors who were distributing food. I felt pity for them cause there was a lot of excess food and they were being ignored. (I even thought that if I were a senior and there was excess food, i'd give them.) Eventually, they decided to go around and ask people for their food instead. One went to me and asked for my coke. I didn't know what to do or say so i said sorry instead. The kid looked at the girl besides me and she actually handed him her plate of spaghetti and cake, cause she said, "Kawawa ka naman eh." I felt guilty after that, cause she gave her entire meal and i didn't even give my coke. So the next time a kid asked for my coke, (they were persistent) I gave it away. I'm a selfish rotten person, I guess. TnT An unsociable one too. Everytime someone would try to make conversation or smile at me, I smile back but I don't make conversation and if they try to talk to me, i apparently don't react too well to such things so they look for other people to talk to. There is something wrong with my social skills. (again, maybe i am Axyll/Celeste in the loner/laconic sense. Luckily, I'm less of an l/l when I'm with good friends. TnT) Although Sig and Stacy did confirm that I'm a rather secretive or "closed" type of person. People don't know much about me cause I don't really talk much about certain things. Thats why sig doesn't know the things i like and instead remembers me when she sees things i don't like, like frogs, i guess.
Well, now that it's my birthday, I've realized that there have been a lot of really extreme changes in my life. For instance, i was forced to learn independence and other stuff (like commuting alone) in such a short span of time. I've also noticed a lot of perspective changes in my life, though i still don't know what i want to be. Also, i don't feel like i'm going to school anymore. I guess its because U.P. is so unlike the school I've been attending for most of my life. It just doesn't feel like school anymore, though it probably will in the future. While I'm walking along the streets or commuting under the hot sun rushing to get to my next class, Mia or Tracy is probably sitting in class somewhere, such a different system. The teachers are different too... PhD, and all. Besides, being in a block with no friends or anything even near an aquaintance made me realize how much i truly enjoy having my friends around and having other miriam aquaintances around. (Hey, I saw CK, Tanya Q. Reg and Bong yesterday. I've never been so happy to see them before. TuT)
And, like every year, this particular birthday will not be celebrated in a particularly special way. We'll just eat out, and all. My dad even had to go to Baguio today because of some trial magiggy and Bern is presently in school. They greeted me already though. ^_^ (Apparently, my dad was waiting for me to wake up this morning, but since I woke up late, he had to leave already. He texted me instead. It was wierd coz while i was trying to sleep, i herad my mom and dad talking about having to go to baquio, and i also heard mom and bern talking about some gift for me i think. The things i hear...) Well, they were both gone by the time i was finally awake. It isn't really our habit to do special things for birthdays. I guess its because a birthday is really just like any other day, except that it marks another year of survival for a person, despite all losses and gains.
Speaking of losses and gains, I'm not particularly happy about losing time with my HS friends and gaining more time with people I have problems communicating with. I am happy though about getting a little bit taller (I think) and losing a little more weight. (I think ^_^)
Anyway, here are some fanfic Updates:
>I made a little "secret" survey for The Pendant about Favorite Pairings. Here are the results.
Conrad and Kisa-1
Ferendil and Giron-3
Ferendil and Zymeth-1
Celeste and Deepscar-0
Xyra and Reiko-2
Axyll and Deepscar-1
Anatimus and Daespora-1 (someone insisted. ^_^)
See the results? No one particularly likes a certain pairing *cough cough*. Ferendil and Giron are quite popular. (The most actually, coz they are usually in 2nd or 3rd choice, too :D) And all the rest have fans of their own, awww..
>We've more Deepscar and Axyll parodies. (is that how you spell it?) :D
>No more new drawings...
>New chapters and revisions to the old ones are currently being produced.
>Staff meetings still held regularly in Sig's house. ^_^ *nudges sig*
>All characters will be re-evaluated and re-analyzed. Then, they get a personality repair in the site if needed. :)
>Have i mentioned before a change in some of the characters clothing? Well, there are some...
>Visit the site ok? The Antagonist quiz already has graphics and stuff, and will soon be ready for the taking. :)
>Stacy, if you want the Dae graphic, just e-mail or txt vigile, sig or the phoenix site.(Or just tell us.) :)
Anyway, I'm gonna end this by saying, I MISS THE GANG OF THE HS TABLE! (the FA? the Kada?) Well, we aren't really known as anything officially anyway. And I MISS MY CERTEZA COUSINS! (Happy Birthday Justinne!) Bye again. ^_^
6:38 PM
June 05, 2004
Gah!! I've just played a few more hours of my most favorite video game and *gasp* one of the main characters have just died and can't be revived unless...*tuuutt*... TnT *sobs in a corner*... but its ok, cause this character still has hope!!! I think.
ANyway, I was suposed to go to Sig's house yesterday, but she was sick and i didn't hear from her, so i didn't. Anyway, i hope she and vigile are feeling better, which reminds me that I received a call from Stacy yesterday. :D She had wanted to talk to Vigile about a plan she has for both of them... (sometimes I think my luck takes a break from being so nice to me. ^_^;) Anyway, there's no more all-girl gimmick, too. *sobs again* Too bad... TnT
Well, today is my second to the last day of FREEDOM. On monday I must wake up and go to school, aware that my siblings and some friends are peacefully sleeping the morning away, to head to a new place of torture, which despite all odds I hope I'll grow to love anyway, U.P.! Stacy has kindly advised me to buy Chuck Taylors to avoid floods... *sneaks in to bernice's room and steals her beloved CT... >:D* I DON"T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL YET!!! I DON"T WANT SUMMER TO END YET!!! *sobs AGAIN!* Kimmy (or Tracy) suggested that schools like UP want to start early in anticipation of the days classes are cancelled and something else related to tuition. I forgot. -_-"
So in preparation for my school days, I've decided to start trying to cure my Insomniac-ness. It's hard, but I have to train myself. Before, I used to have this incredible talent of falling asleep within ten minutes if I wanted to at night. Now, I have to wait about an hour, I think, before I can actually rest. (Can you imagine the eye-bugs in my face?) Anyway, must train to overcome this obstacle! *determined* Anyway, here are some things I discovered as I was trying to conquer this "obstacle":
Trivia I learned the hard way: Never eat sweets at night. It will make sleeping harder! I made a mistake because i was so hungry, but soon paid the price. ..
Trivia I learned the hard way 2: Never read really interesting things at night before you sleep. It'll keep you awake forever! TnT You just start thinking about that thing you read, and it goes on and on and you won't find yourself getting sleepy until a considerable amount of time later.
Trivia I learned from Sig: Tire yourself! Or retreat really early so that sleep comes at a regular time. :D
Btw, I'm hoping to finish the Antagonist quiz soon... I hope you guys visit the pendant site and check it out when it is finished. :) Bye guys!
PS: May Kattun kaya ngayon??? *deep thinking*
12:01 PM
blog! Yes, nakabili na ako ng internet at celphone card. Tapos naka-uwi na sina Sig at Vigile ngayon. Nahanap ko pa ang Suiko cd ko! Ang saya! :D Tapos naisip ni Bianca magdrawing ng mga Knight Hunters ngayon at binigay nya sa akin pagkatapos. Swerte ata ako ngayon eh, kahit wala pa rin akong magawa at malungkot pa rin at umuulan. :D
Hindi rin ako pupunta sa aking piano lessons ngayon. (YES!!!)
Ung mga drawing na bigay ni Bianca, halos lahat Omi. Ang cute talaga. May ginuhit siya na puro SD ni Omi na naglalaro ng playstation at ang cute kasi may mga frames sa likod na pinapakita si Omi bilang si Crash Bandicoot na tumatalon sa mga kahon, ung bida ng Dino Crisis na tumatakbo sa dinosaur, at si Ken ng Street Fighter na Kini-K.O. si Ryu. :)
Tapos, ung suiko cd, nahanap ko habang hinahalungkat ang mga lumang notebook ko... (paano kaya napunta doon yon... -_-) Buti na lang nahanap ko siya. Sa sobrang desperado ko, inisip ko na ngang bumili ng bagong CD non eh. Ilang araw na kasi siyang nawawala. Sa sobrang kuripot ko, naisipan ko pa ring bumili ng bago. Grabe na...
Haaay! Medyo sumisikat na ang araw sa aking buhay... (Ano bang nangyayari sa akin at kung anu-ano ang pinagsasabi ko? @_@) Sana matuloy ang all-girl gimmick na dapat sana last week. Talagang inaabangan ko yon, kasi yun na medyo ang huling pagkakataon na magsamasama uli tayo bago mag-pasukan ulit.
11:58 AM
Kamusta! Heto, sa sobrang wala akong magawa, nag-sulat nalang ako para sa aking blog kahit wala akong internet card. Timing talaga. Naubos pagkatapos ng huling entry ko. Kaya kahit ngayon ay Hunyo 02, 2003, malamang iba ang petsa na nakasulat sa taas.
Kaya heto ang mga pangyayari sa aking mga huling araw bago pumasok muli sa eskwela:
Una, ubos na ang prepaid ko para sa celphone! Ngayon, ubos na din ang prepaid internet card ko!
Ikalawa... Hay! Naka-isang araw na ako na wala ang Get Backers. Napakalungkot kasi yon na nga lang ang pinapanood ko sa telebisyon tapos wala na siya. Kaya ngayon ang aking mga araw ay puno ng 1) pag-laro ng playstation, 2) pag-gamit ng computer at 3) pag-drowing. Papalit-palit lang yon. Buong araw. TnT Malas nga eh kasi sa gitna ng mga ito, kumakain ako. (oo, bottomless pit ako... -_-) Kaya't kailangan ko ring hugasan ang kamay ko lagi. Papasmahin ata ako. Nararamdaman ko na nga ang kakaibang sakit eh... Paano naman, grabeng trabaho ang ginagawa ng mga kamay ko, kahit tatlong bagay lang naman ang ginagawa ko sa isang araw. Nag-type ako ng mga phoenix pendant chapters, nag-edit at sinubukan ang aking galing sa paggawa ng Computer graphics (hehehe, salamt kay Vigile at Tracy, malas lang na di gaanong magaling ang estudyante nila, siguro pag-nagsanay pa ako lalo. ^-^) Nga pala, nadiskubre ko na masaya pala ang spider solitaire. :) Pero paborito ko pa rin ang Freecell. :)
Ikatlo! Sa drawing, grabe, ang ganda talaga ni Daespora! Kahit anong gawin ko kay Celeste, hindi nya maabot-abot ang ganda ng kanyang kambal. Kawawa... Sabi kasi ni Sig gawin kong kulot ang bangs niya, pero ang hirap talaga... TnT. Pinag-aaralan ko na ang mga paraan ni Mia at ni Bianca sa pag-drawing, (Hehehe... swerte, may dalawa nanaman akong magaling na mga guro...) at tsaka ko napansin na hindi ako marunong magdrawing ng tao na tama ang "Proportion" ng katawan. Di na nga rin ako ata marunong magdrawing ng taong nakaharap, period. TnT Pero okay lang kasi natututo na uli ako... :D
Ikaapat, umalis kahapon sina Bernice at France patungong Boracay. Lalong naging malungkot sa bahay namin... umuulan pa lagi. Hay! Una sina Sig at Vigile, ngayon sina France at Bernice. TnT Isa pa kina Vigile at Sig, di sila nag-rereply pag-tinext ko sila... kinakalimutan na ata nila ako... TnT
Ikalima. Pinagalitan ako nina Mommy dahil hindi daw ako nag-e-exercise. Tapos hindi ko daw inaasikaso ang driving ko. Ano ba kaya ang magagawa ko? Wala akong student license at wala akong driving lessons at wala akong taga-turo mag-drive at wala akong kotse. Inalam ko naman ang mga kailangan kong alamin eh, tulad ng mga requirements, atbp. Malas talaga.
Ikaanim! Nung monday, nakanood ako ng Shrek 2! Masaya siya at nakalabas pa ako kasama ng mga pinsan ko bago sila magpunta ng Boracay. :D
Ikapito: Nawala ko ang cd ng Suiko 2!!! TnT TnT TnT TnT TnT Waaahhh! Sayang, malapit ko na nga yon matapos eh! Nakumpleto ko pa ang aking mga 108 stars of Destiny!! (Salamat Tracy! ;D) Biro mo, 108 na mga tao, nahanap ko lahat at nasama sa aking army. Mahirap yon. Waaahhh!!! Final battle na nga yata eh... malas. Dahil doon, naglalaro nalang ako ng X/1999 na fighting game. Okay siya, marami na akong points para ma-unlock ang mga magandang larawan ng mga karakter nito. At gumagaling na rin ako. (Paano ba naman, halos yun lang ang ginagawa ko araw-araw. -_-) Kaya ko nang talunin ang kalaban sa ilalim ng 10 segundo, kung gamit ko si Kamui o kaya si Karen! Natapos ko na din ang dalawang ending nya. :D Alam nyo ba na nagkaroon ako ng "Blister" sa aking kaliwang "thumb" dahil sa video game na ito. Wierd nga eh, kasi hindi naman ginagamit ang directional buttons sa game na ito, o sa madaling salita, hindi naman talaga ginagamit ang daliring iyon. Pero sigurado akong galing doon yon, pinipindot ko pa rin kasi ang mga arrow sa controller eh. Labo...
Ikawalo. May konting construction sa bahay namin, kaya't hindi ko marinig lahat ng mga kantang nakalista sa winamp...pero tumitigil din naman ang inggay.... Kung malala naman ito pwede akong magtago sa kwarto. Doon may radyo at merong mga CD na may mga magandang kantang mapakikinggan..
Ikasiyam... Halata bang wala akong magawa sa buhay? :) (Bitter smile...) Okay lang din, kasi marami akong nadiskubre sa aking mga mababaw na ginagawa. :) At mabuti na rin na ganito kasi sa susunod na linggo, siguradong mauubos ang oras ko sa pag-aaral. Sana hindi, pero ganyan talaga ang buhay. -_- Sa tingin ko marami akong bagong napapansin dahil wala akong masyadong magawa at madalas akong mag-isip nalang habang nakatunganga. ^-^". Ewan ko ba.
Pasensya na kung puro TnT at reklamo ang inabot nyo sa pagbasa ng blog ko. Wala na talaga kasi akong magawa at malapit na ang pasukan at umuulan ngayon kaya't nalulungkot ako.... Pasenya na.