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Butterflies/Flutter
7:26 PM
June 10, 2004
That reminds me, my insomniac-ness got me into a conversation the other night. It turns out, as Stacy and Sig once pointed out to me, I'm a very closed and secretive type of person. No matter that I tend to be very talkative and loud. Not only do I not share things and talk deeply about my life to my friends, I have somehow managed to be the only one in our set of cousins who has never shared anything in a heart-to-heart talk with anyone. I get into such talks with lots of people (friends/cousins), but i never spill out anything myself... i usually just listen... I have NEVER apparently poured out ANYTHING to ANYBODY EVER. Not even Cara, who everyone, Bianca, Bernice, Rob, France and EVEN Renzo have had these talks with. I have talks with her ( and the others too), but my talks with her (them) are one way and her talks with the others are two-way. I'm reserved and secretive, I'm Axyll/Celeste.
I'm so closed off, I have communication issues and can't even make new friends. TnT Luckily, there was a girl who started talking to me in English 10, (yay! My first real aquaintance!... Bah! I'm pathetic! >.<) and my blockmates are getting more attached to the block that when they see a blockmate lurking around, they usually say hello... lucky, i guess.
That's why I sometimes hate myself...
BTW: There have been new votes for the Favorite Pairing thinggy... but i can't update it yet cause I'm gonna type something for Social Science 1. Sorry. :)
come fly ~ gen
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