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5:18 PM November 02, 2004

And so this is the last day of sembreak for a lot of people... *sad* Tomorrow, most of my friends and both my sisters will be heading back to school while i prepare for a more heart-breaking semester at my University. *sigh* I really felt like blogging throughout this break, in fact i kept on remembering why i have a blog in the first place. Unfortunately, I've been rather preoccupied, sorry... I got sick throughout the duration of this break, I had to burn about 7 cd and take care of several Sim2 families, aside from finally finishing up my chapter homework (PPendant) and attempting to read at least a novel while constantly trying to watch most of the movies i really want to watch, as well as trying to catch some TV shows, one of which has just ended with a really unexpected but great finale. ^_^ At the same time, spend as much quality time with my friends, particularly Tracy who claims that this is her LAST real vacation until after graduation, all thanks to her internship requirements which, as I've heard, actually takes up the entire X-mas break, even the 24! (So I day off is not entirely a wonderful vacation...) As for me, I intend to enjoy these last few days as much as possible, because I know things will be getting rougher and worse up ahead. To Sig: Good Luck! I trust you'll do well in you-know-what! ^_^

Anyway, illusions and dreams, mere shadows in the light of harsh reality, but then again, sometimes, things occur and then these two silhouettes overshadow and trouble us, sometimes, even more than reality does... u_u Have you ever realized that you've just been walking forward, with the presumption that things are okay and when you look back, you realize that it's such a blur of chaos that you become greatly bothered by it, so much so that you feel distracted as you continue on? An exaggeration, perhaps, but a possibility still. Confused and distressed... u_u

But don't worry, this isn't as bad or psychologically disturbing as the trials either of you have experienced. I realized that when life is uphill and pleasant most of the time, even the littlest things can sting. Sembreak is too blissful compared to college life. Perhaps the distinction greatly bothers me. *shrug* Never mind...

come fly ~ gen