Tough Week, Tough day, Tough Luck.

Last week was horrible, aside from it being a full 7-school-day weekend, (with me studying my eyes dry till midnight for all of those days and waking up early still for school) the week also ended badly. In fact, I was feeling so crappy that when I texted vigile, it was all full of grammar mistakes, and I didn't even notice... -__- She just told me about it. Which was too bad cause I was hoping I'd enjoy Sunday, cause that's when my test was finally over. Instead, I wasn't really too happy with it. Like I told Vigile, that's what happens to incompetent, overconfident, crappy, lazy students like myself. And there are, somewhat unfortunately for me, not too many of those in my Econ class and College. T___T It was also annoying to realize that I've been going about with Econ in the wrong way, so much so that I actually considered dropping the class. I was even looking up the dates of dropping deadline. (Imagine, me, the obsessive persistent non-quiter, deciding to quit this class?!?) I felt that pushed to the edge. Anyway, having such a strikingly horrible realization, I realized that I had so much to do. T_T I should have taken to heart Vigile's study habits. Seriously. So now I have an entirely new list of things to do, like my new econ prob set, reading chap 5-7 of my econ book, reporting for socio (cross-referencing with my econ book), etc. I don't really want to enumerate them all here, right now. T_T But I assure you I'm not to happy with myself for letting so many things pile up. :(

Anyway, sorry Kimmy if I haven't been able to give you any IP suggestions. Our chem lab group was supposed to have a list of tentative last friday, but a groupmate didn't turn up so we have NADA on that part of my checklist of things to do. We also need a chem project, you see. If anyone would care to suggest anything, we'd be glad to have some ideas for it. Any feasibly sensible ideas for that matter. ><

*Can everyone tell that I AM stressed out and troubled?*

Graaaaaaaaah... And I just realized that I printed out the CHANUYO all wrong!!! X_x *dies*

And I just learned that my mom had to take my grandma to the hospital yesterday. She just went there on a random visit, and it turns out my grandma has been TERRIBLY SICK for a week!!! And my evil aunt didn't even bother to take her to the hospital. I was so horrified. For some elderly people, my grandma included, are ver, very frail already and need special attention and care. For her to get sick like that and left alone just because my aunt thinks it's a waste of money to go to the doctor (but obviously not to go out on movies as she does with her friends, -__-), that's much to horrible and selfish. Man! She lives on my grandmother's savings and she can't even take the time out to bring my grandma to Church or, more importantly, given the circumstance, to the hospital. Such arrogance. >_<>__<>

Anyway, tomorrow is my reporting for Socio, and we haven't consulted yet, I don't know why. This is terrible.

~~~For a little splash of sunlight on a currently bloody and darkened cold mind~~
Bianca passed Ateneo. First choice. And so many Blue Batchers didn't... 0_0 *GO YELLOW!* But she's more concerned about her UP *naks* results, which may come out in a few weeks. *croses fingers* I'm now sure that she 1st choice was Comp Eng in UP, though she now wants to shift to Computer Science. In Ateneo she took Humanities, cause she loves reading (and literature and writing, etc.) and a little bird somewhere *shrug - i don't really know where* told us that Ateneo specializes on the humanities. And she actually took this up as an elective, with Sir Fermin as the teacher. It seemed to me that MCHS Hum is a less condensed version of UP Eng 12, but what do I know... We also have an aunt (no not the other one) who's a graduate of Ateneo Hum, i think, and Bianca adores this particular relative's job. I won't go into details, but it involves reading a lot of really, really good and new books for free (like the Rule of Four, etc.) and getting a lot of complimentary gift checks from good bookstores like Power Books. It's a really nice job, if I do say so myself. Perfect for Bianca in many ways. Besides, she gets to do what she does, and with adequate pay too... :D But Bianca seems to be more bent on getting a Comp Sci degree from UP. :D Anyway, CONGRATS BIANCA! :D

And Bong's fave Kat-tun mem is Junno... a particular highlight of my day today involved a bunch of pictures attached to a CD. *big smile*