4:00 PM
February 26, 2005
Ako, ako... puro nalang ako!
Mali, mali... PURO NALANG MALI! ><
Ok, for the past few days I've been either working my butt off till the wee hours of the night for school... or burdening somebody and bothering people with mistakes I've committed against them.
Damn the stress and painstaking work that is my life right now....
I'm now (what stacy calls) a post-modern working (but dysfunctional) robot. I sadly thrive, painfully aware of my lack of capability and time.
Bleep bleep... *conk out*
9:32 PM
February 24, 2005
Quick One
Hi guys! I've been so busy lately, and I haven't been feeling too well either, so I haven't been blogging much. :( Anyway, I have been so busy lately, and it's not even hell week... I won't even bother explaining. T______T Anyway, kada, labas tayo soon! I think I'm gonna really need it after a couple of days of torture. Basta... O, btw, I hope you're well Stacy! And Sig, your Sandman comics are disturbing, but interesting... I guess... ^_^
Wish me survival... *panics as I glimpse imaginary opening to hell week*
And btw, I'm going to join my first competition as an RPT mem! It's inter-school, so we get to compete with, well, other schools. ^^; *nervous*
4:07 PM
February 13, 2005
Cara~ Happy 18th Birthday!!! *hugs*
Yay! Another one has just joined the ranks of the oldies with me! XD
Graaaa.... Yesterday, when I got home at around 6, I could almost literally feel the fatigue and weariness in tevery single vein in my body. T_T Therefore after dinner, I went to sleep and didn't get any work done. T_T Woke up at around 8 (13 hours of sleep?) and then lazed around after cause I was still kind of tired. T_T
I don't know what I've been doing for the past few days except walking all over UP to get to every single class (cause I realized that Jeepney rides can drain one hell of a large portion of my allowance) and sleeping late to get some work done... which reminds me that I have to go type our Chem objectives today. :
But at least things are looking up. I've been able to gather a ton of bonus points for Optics (hurray! ^_^). And I was able to talk to
someone the other day. She made me realize some stuff about someone else... So I'm sorry to this particular someone else. T_T Anyway, it was nice to hear from her. \^_^/
Labo Plus I've also come up with an abstinence pledge... it's a secret though, and I was able to win a free 2-hour internet card, lucky! ^_^ Hopefully I can play my favorite online game and level-up again! ^_^
Oh... and I have to add this particular bit of stupidity on my part... I accidentally erased all the pictures I had saved on my (well it's not really mine... ^_^;) digi cam. STUPID! I had my photo essay all saved up on it... T_T But I'll try to get some of it back... Luckily most of those pictures weren't exactly indispensable.
And I watched Home Alone 1 the other day... I realized that I liked that movie... TuT It was so cute. ^_^; And I found some parts really touching. TuT Plus the soundtrack is really nice... (bianca has a copy). Which reminds me that I wanna watch A Series of Unfortunate Events Movie! XD Yay!!!
BTW, how do you delete a blog? I have an old one, the most original one that I made so we can keep up with each other in college, but it's long been dead and unused... but it's still there. 0_0 How do I delete it??? >_<
I'm currently reading around 4 books right now. (Hey, it's not my fault that I have to read my econ book while reading Lestat and Artemis Fowl, which I have to read and return asap, along with the English Patient, whose first page I can't seem to progress from. T_T) Sometimes I wonder why I always end up putting myself in such a problem. -__- And mind that this aren't the only books I'm in the middle of... except some are locked up in my cabinet cause I don't want to continue them right now, in fear that I might go crazy, like HP5. X_x
HP6 is coming out soon... I can't and will not go through the long and hard process of having 1 reserved though... I'm too poor... and HP is just so... expensive. 0_0
And sorry if there are some typos and wrong grammer, blahblah... I'm still kind of tired, and my head feels like it has a cloud covering. And Please! Visit our humble shooting booth on the 14th! I'm gonna be stationed there all night, 5 pm to 2 am, so I'll be missing Amelie. T_T You guys go ahead though, as long as you visit me sometime through the night... I might go crazy! X_x PLEASE!PLEASE!PLEASE DROP BY! I'd be most grateful...
I wonder if Vigile's KB has a booth...
6:50 PM
February 10, 2005
T____________T
I realized I'm not gonna be blogging any time soon, coz I won't have prepaid internet card anytime soon. T_T
4:55 PM
Waste
Here I am wasting internet time and study time on the computer, (er... not that i can waste internet time anywhere else right? ^_^;) cause out of sheer impulse i decided to call up Bonanza's hotline, only to find out that i have almost 6 hours to go on my internet card, which ever so conveniently expires today. >< And mind that I had to buy this card with my left-over allowance... T_T Now I trully am broke...
Anyway, today I was looking at my planner and i realized how heavily booked my schedule is till next, next, next week... T_T This week is CE and Optics crazy-week, next week is UP Fair week... and I have to watch over 2 booths all night twice next week... and by this i mean around 3pm to 1-2 am, to be topped of by an FP concert on Friday c/o UPCE and a peer discussion (a.k.a. paper murdering session) for Eng 1 (at 6pm onwards), and an ill-timed Optics workshop at Rizal. X_x
If that wasn't enough, there will be exams in Eng 11, Math 100 and Econ in the next consecutive weeks and a Socio paper on the week of the Eng exams and fair, so good luck to me and my faltering and dying brain. X_x
But at least I can waste time for now... *moment moment* I should enjoy it while I can... *stress stress* And I think I'll invite Vigile to play tennis next week... but then again there's the fair... Hmm...
Bisita kayo!!! ^_^ That would make the work so much less horrible, hopefully. ^_^
And I've run out of money... and I have to buy an internet card with which I have to obtain my peer groups papers. And read 'em and analyze 'em, and goodness knows what kind of stress that entails, plus the fact that your own paper will be equally (and hopefully not more) murdered, *siiiiiiiiiigh* Such stress...
But at least I REALLY enjoy reading the Vampire Lestat. Marius is VERY interesting. And I met Mael... and Akasha. ^______^
But I have to read the English Patient... X_x In the span of a few weeks... X_x
8:40 PM
February 09, 2005
| How to make a genesistei |
Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
1 part brilliance
5 parts instinct |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion |
cocktail umbrella? 0_0
And see here. ^_______^;
| How to make a celeste |
Ingredients:
1 part intelligence
5 parts arrogance
1 part beauty |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Do not overindulge! |
| How to make a deepscar |
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
5 parts crazyiness
1 part beauty |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little wisdom if desired! |
Deepscar is crazy, huh? ^______^
| How to make a axyll |
Ingredients:
1 part jealousy
5 parts arrogance
3 parts instinct |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity |
Jealousy... interesting... *evil look*
| How to make a kisa |
Ingredients:
1 part mercy
5 parts silliness
3 parts beauty |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
Kawaii~
| How to make a ferendil |
Ingredients:
3 parts friendliness
5 parts humour
3 parts joy |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge! |
Parang hindi bagay... i dunno...
| How to make a zymeth |
Ingredients:
5 parts jealousy
1 part silliness
3 parts leadership |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability |
LOVEABILITY?!? This is getting weirder by the second... maybe i should stop now... ^_^;
8:11 PM
you are mediumauqamarine
#66CDAA |
Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days.
Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.
Your outlook on life is brighter than most people's. You like the idea of influencing things for the better and find hope in situations where others might give up. You're not exactly a bouncy sunshine but things in your world generally look up.
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| the spacefem.com html color quiz |
7:02 PM
Hmm....
Yup... Mia does have a new blog, and Sig a new lay-out. :D Blogging life is getting a little bit more alive. That is, if they update often... *cough cough*
Anyway, Stacy's summer lay-out should be coming out soon... *again cough cough* And so our 'web ring' as I'd like to call it will finally go full circle! ^_______^ Saya!
And we were lazing about last tuesday in the sunken garden (a.k.a. my new favorite UP place), and I realized that I hate my expression: "D, joke!" Terrible...
Vigile and I became potential searchee's in a dating game with Atom (a.k.a. some guy)as the searcher. Obviously, we didn't win. Not that we tried or wanted to.. hehehe... ^_^;
And it's the start of Lent today, I wonder what I'll sacrifice.... Last year, I was hats off to Stacy, who sacrificed quite a lot that season, and this year, I'm even more clueless about what I could possibly abstain from... food? TV? music? reading books? (the last one France, and maybe Vigile, will kill me for, cause they're both eagerly awaiting Lestat and Sandman, respectively.
Patawad!)
I shot horribly again today... tsk, tsk...
3:08 PM
February 07, 2005
Abundance and others ^_^
>Yay! Nag-uwi kahapon ung pamilya ko ng maraming pagkain mula sa Pagsanjan! Hindi kukulang ng 12-13 klase. *tataba nanaman ako* pero ok lang. :D Mas 'healthy' naman ata siya sa imported food eh, kasi mas konti yata ang oil at chemicals. Yata lang ha... pero parang ganon naman eh... Naisip ko lang, ang mga pagkaing PIlipino talaga, kahit napaka-
globalized na tayo, ay talagang nagugustuhan pa rin ng mga Pilipino. Isipin nyo, maraming mga Fil-Am na ang alam lang sa kultura natin ay mga pagkain tulad ng adobo, atbp. Pero sa tingin ko lang ito ha, wala, napansin ko lang kasi na pag may interview sa mga international movie stars, ang madalas na mabanggit (at medyo pareho sa lahat) ay ung pagkain. Basta... mukhang nasosobrahan na ako. ^_^;
>BTW, TRACY TENNIS TAYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>Down with Love is Cool. ^__________^
>Daming trabaho, hindi pa ata handa utak ko para magpatuloy... TxT
>And I saw this Japanese TV show last saturday, it was a little funny to see real people act out samurai fighting scenes (just like in Samurai X), where the lead guy was so good at evading, enough to manage to jump on his opponents ferendil-like weapon, and beat him without killing him. (Complete with a full moon and flying Sakura petals background XD)
>And check
Sig's beautiful lay-out! The web-ring is on the verge of completion! ^_^
4:27 PM
February 06, 2005
My japanese name is 遠藤 Endoh (distant wisteria) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child).
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Hehehe... Saya!
3:47 PM
Blogging... FINALLY!
I saw sig's soon-to-be-new-lay-out last friday. Pretty! And it was I who proudly donated the nice lotus pic in it... oops... spoiling the surprise already...
Anyway, I'm so glad to be able to blog again, I've been meaning to for the past few days, cause i have so much to say. ^_^
Unfortunately, they're not exactly good things. :(
1. Math Exam and Econ Exam on the same weekend=unlimited stress and fatigue and worry and tension... Grabe! And to think I'll probably be put in worse situations in the year to come. T_T I had to cram up pp 85-222 for econ, which involves both memorization, analysis and application know-how, plus study a gazillion math problems (involving the same know-how) that don't make sense after a while due to the incredibly high tendency of the lesson to drag you down in a chaotic waste of letters and numbers. It will drive you crazy trying to understand them both. By Saturday night, and mind that I've been studying for almost a week, non-stop, always sleeping only in the wee (sp?) hours of the morning, I was so frustrated with my math/econ predicament that i wanted to scream and tear what not and toss them all to Timbuktoo. (Wherever that is, whatever the spelling)
2. Such a predicament would have been bareable, but was made worse by the inopportune scheduling of a particular family outing. This weekend, while I'm taking my exams, my entire family will be whisked away by a private air-con bus (all expense paid by some other relative) to a resort in Pagsanjan (spelling again?). There they can enjoy the multitude of delicious food, beuatiful sights, white-water rafting, etc., leaving me alone at home, sulking and hating econ with all my guts all day. Bad timing.
3. And I miss Stacy. She was around last Saturday, but I didn't know... so I missed her. :(
4. My pens ran out of ink and I use up the last scrapes of my allowance commuting to and from school, cause everyone was on a trip and i had to commute. Was almost late for the exams, which i had to answer with a cloud of 'kalabuan' around my head. The worst condition to take a test in. Similar to the feeling of studying till really late at night that nothing seems to register in your brain anymore? malas...
Enough misery and woe though... at least it's over.
