Blogging... FINALLY!
I saw sig's soon-to-be-new-lay-out last friday. Pretty! And it was I who proudly donated the nice lotus pic in it... oops... spoiling the surprise already...
Anyway, I'm so glad to be able to blog again, I've been meaning to for the past few days, cause i have so much to say. ^_^
Unfortunately, they're not exactly good things. :(
1. Math Exam and Econ Exam on the same weekend=unlimited stress and fatigue and worry and tension... Grabe! And to think I'll probably be put in worse situations in the year to come. T_T I had to cram up pp 85-222 for econ, which involves both memorization, analysis and application know-how, plus study a gazillion math problems (involving the same know-how) that don't make sense after a while due to the incredibly high tendency of the lesson to drag you down in a chaotic waste of letters and numbers. It will drive you crazy trying to understand them both. By Saturday night, and mind that I've been studying for almost a week, non-stop, always sleeping only in the wee (sp?) hours of the morning, I was so frustrated with my math/econ predicament that i wanted to scream and tear what not and toss them all to Timbuktoo. (Wherever that is, whatever the spelling)
2. Such a predicament would have been bareable, but was made worse by the inopportune scheduling of a particular family outing. This weekend, while I'm taking my exams, my entire family will be whisked away by a private air-con bus (all expense paid by some other relative) to a resort in Pagsanjan (spelling again?). There they can enjoy the multitude of delicious food, beuatiful sights, white-water rafting, etc., leaving me alone at home, sulking and hating econ with all my guts all day. Bad timing.
3. And I miss Stacy. She was around last Saturday, but I didn't know... so I missed her. :(
4. My pens ran out of ink and I use up the last scrapes of my allowance commuting to and from school, cause everyone was on a trip and i had to commute. Was almost late for the exams, which i had to answer with a cloud of 'kalabuan' around my head. The worst condition to take a test in. Similar to the feeling of studying till really late at night that nothing seems to register in your brain anymore? malas...
Enough misery and woe though... at least it's over.
~ Vigile |
February 07, 2005 4:59 PM