9:40 PM
March 08, 2005
Delayed Reaction
First off, I'd like to apologize for turning this blog into a planner every now and then... I realize that my posting all my activities won't really entice people to read my blog, but it's helping me vent a little stress you see... But sorry anyway. :)
I was reading Stacy's blog, and I decided I'll post this as well....
*sigh* I wish my friends were here. They (or you if you, the reader, is my kada friend) were always the best at making me happy. No competition. :) Me and my friends since grade 6 and Gen who I met some 3 or 4 years ago have an unusual bond~ We've seen each other go crazy, become extremely irritating and irrational, get depressed or angry to the point of being destructive, be silly and embarassing, have raptures over anything and everything and many more. Sometimes I wonder how the hell did we survive one another. XD I guess we just let each other grow up freely, no peer pressure that we had to be a certain type of group, no more no less. Even though we can't see each other that much anymore, if we ever do meet, it feels like nothing's changed, as if the weeks or months since we last met just disappeared and there's no awkwardness. It is wonderful knowing that. :)I'm being sentimental. Hehehe. Sorry, I just felt like I should post something about my closest and most beloved friends. :) And about how wonderful the group is~
I got this from (as you all probably know) Sig's site. Rawr... everyone (*cough*me included*cough*) is so damn busy these days. Too busy to even take a little break and stop and say hello... And I really miss everyone! T_T
And it's really sad that we have to spend so much of our time preoccupied with work. When I first got into college, I was unexpressively happy to have to spend fewer hours in school than in HS. It turns out that that was so because we're gonna need every waking second studying anyway. T_T And then when we graduate, we're gonna have no time for ourselves again cause we have to generate enough money to be able to live as we like, though in reality, we won't really get to enjoy what we earn, our children (considering you have any in the future) do. Then when you finally retire to enjoy your much-earned pension, you never really get to enjoy it because apart from the fact that it's probably a little too small to live in great comfort, you'll probably be much too worried about your health to enjoy. T_______T So, in conclusion, the fraction of your life you spend enjoying and doing what you like is nothing compared to the hours of your life spent in grueling, exhausting, disheartening work...
Whoever came up with such a system anyway? Our ancestors probably didn't expect it to turn this way. >_<
BTW: And I think there's some wisdom in Sig's last comment to my last entry... \(^_^)/
I'm getting wierd... number of lifetime hours worked... T_T Parang mid-teen crisis, or (more like) pre-adult crisis. Looks like I'm already overwhelmed by having to go (even though that's not gonna happen any time too soon) into such a new world... where people, i believe, make the most mistakes. I feel so relieved to realize that I don't have classes tomorrow, though I still have a lot to do. T__T
I agree with Stacy... we need more gimmicks! >_<
Anyway, I read Sig's entry... I hope you're alright Sig. T_T And don't worry, though Vigile, Stacy and I aren't exactly always available, just tell us if you need us, and we'll try our very best to make time. And though we aren't (or at least I'm not) exactly the best confidant, at least keep in mind that we'll still always stand by you anyway. ^_^; *trio huggles the trio's best friend*
And before I forget, I'd like to draw everyone's attention to this special day: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIA!!! VROoooOOM! ^_____^
Bang... ^^;
7:40 PM
March 07, 2005
T____T Tears of Pressure T_____TGrr.......... I'm not doing so well in bowling, plus i have so many hell tasks I need to attend to... all the way up to Holy Week and beyond. T______T I still have my 4th Econ exam coming up, 4th Math exam, 2 Eng 11 exams, 2 Eng 1 papers, a LOT of Socio papers, Econ finals, Chem finals, Eng 1 finals, Math 100 finals, Macbeth, Chem Project, etc., etc... T_____T What am I gonna do? I feel tiny cracks along the insides of my skull... Its cracking due to pressure. X_x
But on the bright side, a load was lifted last week when I was finally inducted to UP Optics. Yosh! I'm a member of Optics already! ^_^ That leaves the CE induction (a requirement that takes place on the day of my math exam, the night before my econ exam. X_x)
Is there no limit to the tortures of college?!?!?!?
