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10:34 PM May 24, 2005

Wallowing...

Today wasn't exactly as delightful as i hoped it would be. Sure, I was really really happy to see Tracy and Kimmy, but other than that, everything has just been going TOO wrong to be true.

My misfortune started VERY early this morning, when I had to leave the computer on all night to defrag it. So having slept at around 2, my dad woke me up at 6 to attend to the computer. I felt kinda sick, I usually do when I lack sleep.

Afterwards, my mom decided that I'd have to commute to Vigile's house carrying all the artifacts and a long roll of plastic all over the place. X_x Then the jeepney driver forgot to return my change, but I was too preoccupied to notice till later. Too make it worse, I didn't have much money, so I had to trek all the way to her house in the heat. So by then I was late and tired. -__-

And then at Vigile's, I forgot to bring my book of street signs, so we weren't able to make much to add to our project. Plus, we even found out later on that we accidentally interchanged certain parts of our project, so we had to redo it all over again. At some point Vigile even lost her temper about some geom stuff. *Sigh* The shallow things we geeks fight about. Hehehe...

And then Tracy calls and goes to tell me that her cellphone is busted and that we'd have a very hard time coordinating our rendezvous....

...and so when I was walking out of Vigile's subdivision to head to Sig's, it started to rain. -_- There were no tricycles, so I had to go walk in the drizzling rain. At least there was lightning. T_T I had tried to get my mom to fetch me, but all I ended up doing was wasting load for nothing. Cause our phone was busy (internet). Plus I had to leave Bong in Vigile's house. T_T

And then I got to Sig's, and then we had a hell of a lot of problems with RO and the new patches we were so looking forward to having. T___T This was possibly the most frustrating part of the day. In the end, we made Kimmy bored to death, left Vigile hanging on a very delayed promised visit, and Sig bothered with our requests, etc, with nothing to show for. We even had to give up watching FMA, Meteor Garden and Saiyuki Reload. T_T And we also didn't get the CDs anyway. T_T

I think Vigile even got all cranky on me on the phone. And poor Kimmy. T_T At least we were able to see the FF7 stuff. That was a big highlight. :D

And when we were finally gonna leave Sig's house, it started to rain really hard, so we couldn't go anywhere. Tracy said Vigile was mad at us already, and I think we were even already starting to bother Sig. There was a complication about where we'd eat dinner, eventually we forced Sig to have someone buy food to feed everyone. Such a bother. Sorry... T_T

And while we were waiting in Sig's room for the rain to subside, I even managed to sit on a damp part of her bed, getting my pants wet. Apparently there was a leak, so this misfortune was a shared one. Poor Sig though... and poor stuffed cat of Sig.

And then when we finally left the house, the road was flooding and we had to walk in the mud. -_- I wouldn't have minded, except for the fact that I was wearing my new rubber shoes. It would have gotten wet eventually, but that doesn't take away the hesitation and disappointment. Besides, wet rubber shoes = stinky rubber shoes. T_T

And then again, there were no tricycles. Eventually we got to Vigile's house where we were excitedly planning to watch a powerpoint presentation of Tracy's birthday pics with us. Unfortunately, we left the CD at Sig's. -__- We were so crestfallen. We even opted not to watch it at Sig's so we could watch it with Vigile's... but no such luck.

And then my mom got furious at me for going home so late, and then she suddenly said that I was stinky. X_x What a way to end the day. And she started lecturing me about so many things on the way home.

"You think just because you're friends that they'll tolerate you?"

But possibly the real cherry on top of the icing that really froze over my day was something someone said to me. It made me feel really bothered and horrible... No, it's not the quote above, but those two together can really depress a person.

So to end this... I'm really sorry Tracy, Sig, Kimmy, Vigile, Bong, etc... T_T

BTW, any typos? Tell me ne?

come fly ~ gen

hmmm...to be mentioned the most in a post like this is depressing. but it's okay because i seem to be the one to blame the most. O______o

"You think just because you're friends that they'll tolerate you?"

-- WOOOOOOW. this sounds deathly familiar. where have i heard that before. [note the unnoticable sarcasm]

i've learned though after all the thinking regarding the degree of tolerance thing that it really depends on your friends. besides, you're not acquired taste. ^__^; when we met you it's a given that you'll be tolerated because you're funny and lively and pleasant despite having a very sour day. [here i go again with my skewed sring of thought]

anyway, gosh i'm sorry gen I didn't know you were having a terrible day. you know, sometimes it helps to show that you're in a bad mood so that people will try to avoid getting you in a worse mood. :D (only sometimes though..)

just so you know though, i wasn't cranky on the phone bacause of you or of anyone else we know. ^__^ but that doesn't change that i was cranky on you. :(

But possibly the real cherry on top of the icing that really froze over my day was something someone said to me. It made me feel really bothered and horrible...
and okay, if i was the one who said something [coz i always tend to say things at the wrongest of times] i'm really sorry. really. and since i don't remember saying it (if it WAS me -- and you don't have to say if it was) then i must not have meant it. [but as usual there's always this thing about the way people say it that makes it seem like they really meant it]. still, i'm sorry.

your bad day would have been a lot lighter if I weren't in it..

~ Vigile | May 27, 2005 6:19 PM

di ka naman mabaho eh ;) promise :D

kaya pala sabi mo naglakad ka sa ulan @_@

ayos lang yan gen :D di naman ako bored to death :D masakit lang mata ko ;p

yeah yeah yeah!!!!

~ Anonymous | May 27, 2005 10:24 PM