6:45 PM
June 30, 2005
Buhay...
Gee... I didn;t realize how accessible this blog was. Anyway...
So I watched Closer with Bianca. Speechless.
And then I'm currently getting shock after shock of academic hell! X| (Not to mention the sad, sad case of my application trauma~ I really should get over this. *sigh*)
I was feeling rather down last tuesday and wednesday. Pretty depressed for no apparent reason whatsoever. Oh well... At least it's pretty much gone now, more or less. What I how now is a mild case of pre-fever aches. u_u BUt I really don;t think I'll get sick anyway, which is good. I can't possibly miss my classes! *appalled by the thought*
And you know what *damn that acctg book* I think I nearly sprained my leg last tuesday because my bag was so heavy and I was running around campus (and jumping over fences~ seriously), already almost 30 minutes late for class. Really. At some point in my long trek to AS, I actually felt my leg muscles suddenly get constricted, pretty freaky cause that has NEVER happened before. And it hurt the rest of the day. Especially after I jumped down from that fence with my *amn heavy bag. X( It was reminiscent of the "Crack" figure Sr. Belardo drew to demonstrate a bad landing on your feet. -__- Ouch.
Anyhow, I'll survive. I have to. X__________x
8:09 PM
June 22, 2005
Procrastination: My Lifestyle.I should be studying econ or BA. I really should. But my mind can't seem to handle it at the moment. I need to rant or rave and pour out whatever babbling mess I have clouding my dumbstruck brain.
I should be studying. I still have a lot to do. Supposedly.
...blank...
7:13 PM
Offended...I suppose anyone in my position would have been. >< I hope nobody other than my
KADA reads this. XC
Hmm... I think I really DO need more friends in my BA/BAA batch. Just this morning in CWTS class, we were told to group ourselves into 10. So I approached the only bunch of people I knew and I always stay with during CWTS, a few of my Math 17 classmates (who I've been hanging around with during enrollment as well) and asked if I could be in their group. Of course they agreed, and then they were counting to make sure we were less than ten. We were 8. While they were doing this, however, another groupmate (blockmate) of ours called over a bunch of her friends. And then she turned to me and said:
"Sorry sobra na kami...."...and just like that, they made me leave. Politely, but still... It was embarrassing to be put on the spot.
Grabe! Kami nga ung laging magkasama sa CWTS at enrollment eh, pero pinaalis pa rin nila ako. SAma SAMA! I have to find more friends. >_< Imagine if this keeps happening to me during our higher years in BA. I'd be the one who's always left-over from groupings, the charity case. >_< Shame! Talk about insults and rejections. >_<
Now I'm part of a group of new people, at least I'll make new acquaintances. I hope this turns out okay...
Guys! Gmik nga pala tayo before the end of JUNE! We need to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and we also have to use up some of Vigile's McDo coupons. We even saved a two piece chicken for tracy and all the kinds of burgers for KImmy! UNFORTUNATELY, it expires by the end of June.
P.S. SandMan Readers!!! Does Dream have offspring?? And Sig! Don't forget! July 10! ^_^
7:31 PM
June 21, 2005
Interesting Dilemma... First of all, I'd like to apologize to the people I've been boring with my blog. Lately all I seem to be writing about are how busy or how un/lucky I am, which isn't really very interesting...
But I must move forward.
As usual... I've been very busy again. XD I think I'm having trouble adjusting back to school rythm. I feel like my brain is turning to mush. >_< Especially since I only have around 6 subjects (three per day) and have been going home much earlier than I used to do. *zheee...*
Maybe it's all because of BA 99.1. Seriously. I'm losing a hell of of sleep over this subject, and imagine, it only gets worse. -__- But no matter, I'm determined to love my course anyway. >:| And I really want to love it too. TxT
Anyhow, recently I've shifted back to my old and trusty Jansport Bag, cause my current bag and my poor shoulders couldn't take the burden of a certain accounting book. (i.e. probably the most expensive book I own to date) At least a back pack allows my shoulders to split the burden at one time. >_< Seriously, I'm beginning to wonder how the higher classmen survived a year with this book. It's even heavier than any other book I've ever had for school. 0_0 Grr... *glares at book* And considering it's price (already discounted by almost 25% thanks to the efforts of JPIA), I have to take extra good care of it too... -_-
And of course, my Wednesdays are no longer free due to CWTS. RPT will begin training in the Marines, using International Standard guns. Hopefully, we'll return to our regular level of shooting competence (i.e. we'll kick ADMU's butt in the next compet! XD) ~no offense ADMU people. You've already half-kicked ours during the last compet anyway. u_u
And of course, the question of the moment... to org (again) or not to org? Will I join the Famous JPIA? Or maybe the equally popular JMA? And still yet another equally attractive prospect, AME? 0_0 I know you guys think I shouldn't take on any more orgs, but I've given it a lot of thought. It's now or never (or maybe by a slim chance SOOO much later?) hmm...
tipong only 5th year applicant along with a lot of buzzing freshie apps. Loser ko naman... Why the scenario? JPIA, a certain accounting org whom I may very well need this sem onwards anyway, only holds application once a year. If I miss it now, despite the fact that practically ALL my batchmates are applying, will leave me with next year (the year of terror 141, which I am not pleased with*) Same for all the other orgs (save for JMA which I can join next sem anyway. But then again, why even bother? Well, first it's for assistance. I can't ask Virge for acctg help forever. Eventually I'll need a lot of others I can bug, and JPIA is just the place. Second, i need to start making more friends in my college. Seriously. Specifically my batchmates cause they're the ones who I'll have to work with in my higher BA subjects, including my feasib (BA thesis). Finally, and probably a little more selfish, contacts and resume for future use. BUT a good resume is nothing without good grades.
And so it boils down to this... Can I handle it?
CAN I REALLY HANDLE IT?? T______________T CAN I REALLY HANDLE IT?
*As some BAA/BA/Econ/BE people probably know, BA 114 is the terror of pretty much the entire Acctg course. You fail to EXCELL here, and you're out. Seriously. Last year, around 3/4ths of the BAA batch were dropped out of the course. And all because of this "wonderful" subject. >_<
TYPE TYPE TYPE! I miss blogging! I miss the summer already. T_T
*echoes* can i handle it??? *echoes*balance... assets and liabilities... balance... advantages and disadvantages...
~I mean, will I even like it? Dunno about the crowd, but do you guys think it it worth a try? Or maybe I'll take my chances some other year, or not at all? Will it trully be worth it? 0_0 *so troubled* I know i can try it out and quit halfway if i din't like it, but knowing me, I probably wouldn't quit halfway. As
a quiz once made me realize, regret is the srongest emotion that drives me... u_u
21 is my day...
10:26 PM
June 11, 2005
School...School is starting, and of course, so are the homeworks. Vigile even gave me one. T_T One that I don't know how to go about doing, so in a subtle form of retaliation, I wanna challenge people reading this blog (who want to take on this challenge of course) to do it too!!! XD
~Everyone is challenged to write a Filipino short story! Any theme, any genre! :D Go people! XD XD~Anyway, I was assigned to a group of 3 for my geography class. We're supposed to make a group report and paper. One of my groupmates is a GAY guy, very nice, super talented fine arts major. My other groupmate, believe it or not, is a Chinese HOMOPHOBE. 0_0 Perfect... -__- What a combination. He was even too freaked out to glance our way, so imagine our "prouctive" group meeting. -_-; Poor Grade Conscious me...
Anyway, something happened and I have resolved to try my best to speak English or Filipino as straight as possible. ><
12:39 AM
June 10, 2005
June 9...First of all, Thank You to everyone who endevoured to make this day a little bit more special than any other boring school day. Even if it was just through text (Sorry I couldn't reply my thanks through text, my cellphone was M.I.A.), or a Big Mac, or a greeting, or even a permanent marker on whiteboard greeting, it was trully appreciated. :D It really helped make my day a little better, and believe me, I needed that.
Cause sadly, today of all days was not a good one for me...
For one thing, I left my cellphone at home. I asked my mom to bring it to me during lunch, but then she couldn't contact me cause she knew only vigile's number, and I wasn't with vigile.
I started the day feeling sick cause I lacked sllep from reading the first chapter of my BA book. -_-
My friends and I also got stood up, then rejected by the PE teacher we were waiting several days to prerog for.
Then I was late for econ and I didn't have a seat so I had to loiter around the back, which Mrs. Monsod commented at. She ordered us to get monoblock seats, and I ended up sitting next to the Carpool.
Then my scary and very quiet Econ discussion teacher refused to let me attend her earlier class, so now I have a pretty crappy schedule.
Plus I learned my BA teacher was a member of some terror trio or something. ><
Then, because we had to prerog, Bong and I didn't have lunch till around 5 (though it was a very good lunch, we starved most of the day for the annoying PE class).
I also completely missed the first RPT GA of the year, very bad, because I didn't have my cellphone. Considering I'm an officer too... Gah!
And lastly, since I missed the GA, I headed to Palma Hall and waited for my mom to pick me up. I texted her much earlier to pick me up at 7, but since it was around 6:30, I decided to go sit on the AS steps. I still had a lot of pages to read for BA, but it was really dark, so I couldn't really work much.
At almost 9 o'clock, I was so furious that my mom wasn't around that I walked around to look for a pay phone. Most of them were busted, but I found an ancient one that still works. It turned out that she came to UP, couldn't find me, and then just went home. -__- So there I am on the night of my birthday, starving and staring boredly into the dark street in front of AS. I was SOOO mad. So mad I could feel the anger in my stomach. Grrr....
When I finally got home, I was so mad and I was no longer hungry anyway, so I holed myself up in the room till now, just reading those damn readings. I couldn't even enjoy the night of this day. >_< I even had to opt to skip out on watching the one TV show I actually follow. T_T I planned to relax tonight, maybe sleep early or read the Sandman or the book I bought for myself (I was actually able to buy it!), but because of the wasted time, I couldn't. And I was even saving it for this day... T_T I was planning so many things. Plus I still have hw after this. X_x
At some point I got thirsty so I went and opened the ref... tantararan! It turns out they cooked my favorite food for dinner (secret!), pancit (for the Filipino tradition of long-life thingys) and they even bought me a cake, and stuff like that. But because I was in UP busily staring at an empty street, they had to go eat dinner without me... sad.
It was kind of distressing to see the food they prepared for me all frozen up and mostly untouched. And that long-life thing... I wasn't even around, so it was basically useless. T_T I know we really weren't gonna go out this evening so that we could happily spend the night relaxed and everything, too bad it came and went.
9 is supposed to be a lucky number for me. What happened? And birthdays should be happy... not like this.
I guess life has to make up for giving me incredibly good luck on other days.
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But anyway, thanks guys for the greetings, special mention to CE for the surprise and Vigile, Bong, Stacy (last greeter, hehehe... ;D), Selda (first greeter ~ movie tayo!), Sig (backslash OMG), Kris '00, Des '04, JE (c/o Vigile), Vigile's Dad's McDo hang-out & everyone else. :D This day wasn't entirely bad thanks to you guys. And as corny as that sounds, really, I mean it. :D
And another happy consolation, the MGB is done! Yosh! :D
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Gee... I must admit though that instead of helping me feel better, writing this got me a little bit more depressed. Tsk, tsk...
11:10 PM
June 08, 2005
surprise, surprise...gee... it's after 11 and I still have to do 2 sets of homework for school. Grr... Sadistic teachers... *grumble grumble*
But I wanted to do this today, cause, well.... I just wanted to. Don't worry, I'll return the regular lay-out sometime next week, I guess. :D
4:24 PM
June 06, 2005
OOoops!Gee... I haven't been to my blog, but now that I've come around and read the comments to a certain entry about 4 dates below, I realized that I made a grave mistake of mentioning someone's birthday. Grr... Must be careful next time. Oh well... u_u
4:14 PM
PASUKAN NA BUKAS!!! ><
7:13 PM
June 04, 2005
I'm cursed, that's what.Today Vigile and I were stranded under a measly dripping footbridge while the Ortigas area was taken by storm. I was even wearing my Chuck
Taylors while speeding cars splashed water on us. -_- It was fun though, in a twisted sort of way but obviously, we got really wet and since our
destination wasn't exactly warm, I just hope we don't get sick.
Don't get me wrong though, it was an unusually interesting and kind of fun experience. The kind that you smile when at you look back but may never
want to happen again. ^^;
But why am I even surprised? I've been rained on practically everyday since that faithful get-together in Sig's house with Tracy and Kimmy.
Seriously. And yet I still never bring my umbrella. -_- I always forget that.
BUt I still love lightning and thunder. They're beautiful. *gush*
Anyway, I'm no longer a freshie and school starts on Tues... shame!!! sad!!! AaRgHHhH!!! ><
~I hate going to school! T_T (which is probably a good sign that my school is a good, challenging and enriching one. /swt) ~
11:11 PM
June 03, 2005
Sorry Sig...
