8:12 AM
July 27, 2005
Sa Uulitin!
We had a great night last night. ^_^ The Trio went out with Bong and JE, Dwelly and Sig, and MIA and JOHN! YAy! ^_^ I haven't seen those two since Mia's birthday, i think. And we had such a great time last night!!!
~Mia has a MAZDA 3!!! Amazing! XD~
At first we met up in KFC where Mia's John downed a Zinger and 2 Chik'n Fillet sandwiches in no time at all. (We really should spearhead some sort of eating contest with him in it. Amazing. XD Besides, it's fun to watch him eat all that food!) Then I had to leave (/sob) for a while, but I'll get to that later. I caught up with the gang during the last 10 minutes of the movie (and when I got home I computed that 3 tickets were still unused, and therefore wasted.) And then we had a hell of a good time just being noisy outside the film theater. Bangag nga yata ako non eh.
Then we headed to Cello's to move our noise there. ^^; We actually caught Dwelly doing something to Stacy! X( Hehehe... Who knew that one could get high or drunk because of doughnuts. ^^; Amazing. It was so fun! We kept on laughing like crazy. We should do it again, really. ^^;
Anyway, about my leaving my friends for a while, I had to attend an RPT apps orientation. When I got there, I was horrified to realize that I forgot to make the interview sign-up sheet and forgot a camera to document the event. X( Shame! I was so guilty about it, I couldn't leave immediately. T_T What kind of Secretary am I??? T_T
And you know what, there's a girl from MC yellow batch who's gonna apply in RPT. I dunno her name, but it would be a little ackward, I pressume.
Anyway, I've come about several revelations lately. Firstly, I think I'm becoming (to a certain level lately) a little numb towards negative emotions. MAybe cause I've been unusually happy lately. For instance, I watched Grave of Fireflies yesterday in Geog class, and despite the fact that it really affected me the last time I watched it, it didn't strike me as much not. At least not as much as my classmates were affected. Another example was my stupid blunder in my Stat quiz. Gah! I was stupid enough to square the sum of two factors wrongly! Imagine, my only blunder was that I didn't multiply the second variable by 2. Dumb! But it didn't bother me as much as vigile was bothered by her own crazy blunder. She copied a number wrong. X( Oh well... But at least I currently thrive in an excess of positive emotions. ^^;
Second revelation: I'm really beginning to believe that "someone" in my acquaintance likes "someone" else in my circle of friends. *wink wink* And for some reason, even that is strating to creep me out, a little.
Anyway, CE tambay week has started. Vigile and I have been adopting people like crazy! XD Cause our own buddies didn't show up, so we help all other apps who bother to ask us. Like, really help out. ^^; To the point that we actually ask for their sigsheets to check if they have everyone's (really everyone's) signature in the tambayan. They kept on thanking us in disbelief. ^^;
And the night ended with my hanging out with Sig till around 10:30. It was fun too, cause I got to read Preludes and Nocturnes, which turned out to be incredibly interesting. XD And I found that I have indeed attained a certain degree of numbness, cause I wasn't as repulsed by certain things as I would originally have been. That or maybe cause I've seen the Sandman often enough to get used to its morbidity, or at least I've learned to ignore it. ^^ Besides, I think I'm too distracted by its actual story. Also, Sig lent me 2 books, which are now currently all nicely wrapped up in plastic. XD And she showed me The Angels and Demons, and it was incredibly shocking. Worst than I thought. *my sisters are dead!*
And I feel really tired and sleepy. I can actually feel my eyes sinking in, the type of feeling you get when you wake up still incredibly tired and sleepy. I think I can actually feel my eye-bags. And then I wonder, why ARE my eye bags so incredibly prominent. Even when I sleep early it just juts out and darkens my face. -_-
Anyway, we should really get together every now and then. Marginal Utility! XD
7:50 AM
July 26, 2005
PhonecallsGot to talk to France, Vigile, Stacy, Sig and Tracy yesterday. it was nice. :D Although call waiting kept me away from the end of our 3-way call to Sig. T_T Sorry... And the phone call to stacy was rather short, but 'tis ok.
And it was actually the first time I got to talk to
France on the phone. She rarely calls without a purpose, you see. And so I told her about the colorful things in everyone (including Cara's life). I was also trying to convince her to start a blog, and I gave vigile's and tracy's blog address to her. Cause those two are the only ones who are actually ok with anonymous visitors.
And I was happy yesterday right? And here comes vigile insisting on finding out why. Out of the spirit of niceness, cause she was starting to get kinda cranky on me (she actually said that calling me sort of ruined her day and made her sadder than usual) so I told her the reason I was happy yesterday.
And people wonder why I keep my shallow reasons to myself... She actually insulted it! X( I dunno what got into Vigile, but she ruined my day too... (She knows she did.) That's why I'll never reveal my shallow reasons for being happy anymore. People attack them and they die on me. T_T Sad.
And then Vigile kept on insisting that I MUST have some intruiging story to tell, (which I don't) and she was giving me a hard time about it. What's up with Vigile? I think SHE has some issues lately. (I'm not mad, though it might seem that way, cause right now I'm worried about other things like a certain movie TONIGHT, as well as a shocking realization that I missed the show I've been waiting for all month just cause I didn't realize that it was July 25 yesterday. Grrr... I REALLY wanted to watch that show. *sob*) Anyway, yes, vigile MUST have issues. Maybe *someone* admitted to her his love for her. >:)
But anyway,
at least Vigile admitted to me that she thinks I have a crush on this certain someone. Ewww! At least I was able to clear out that I don't. Puh-lease! -______- Not to be mean or anything... but he's just far from my type. I do have, afterall, a certain level of picky-ness.
and I learned from Sig that she might never lend me books again. I'm gonna give my sisters a
LONG and
HARD talk about taking care of my friends' books. *grumble* I was honestly shocked myself when Sig told me that the book's cover was falling off. SORRY SIG!!! I didn't realize the book's condition was that bad. If you want, I can buy you some other book to compensate for the damage. But, unfortunately, I can only allot you a budget of 300-400. ^^; (I don't think I can afford to buy you a Sandman like Vigile or Dwelly.) But my mom really said that I *cough*my sisters*cough* prolly owe you since I destroyed your book. And since it would be a waste to buy the exact same book, might as well buy you a new one you can enjoy right? :D
~And then Sig can buy me some book she promised me for my birthday. ^^; Labo. Para kaming nag-palitan ng libro. But at least it would come from me, and that would come for her. @u@
Phone calls are nice... Thanks Vigile for allowing me to use your 3-way calling! And sorry if I did attack you in some part of this entry. I'm not good at cryptic-ness anyway...
12:52 PM
July 25, 2005
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Walang Pasok!!! XD*
Thank the heavens! You know what, I had to stay up till around 2:30 am yesterday, just finishing up my homework. ~x~ My homework, btw, was not even assigned fairly, since Bong's class was only required to do half the work! X( Oh well... All for the *cough* love of accounting...
Anyway, if I was all stressed out and pissed yesterday, today I'm feeling strangely happy again. ^^; Weird. I thought the happiness streak ended, but it looks like it came back. @_@ Although for a different reason this time. Slightly. But at least I'm happy again. ^^; And amazingly, the reasons for my earlier cheeriness has become clearer, and at the same time, a bit more blurry. Oh well... I've decided to just let it be. I have better things to preoccupy myself with. ^^;
*
Masaya nanaman ako!*
Anyway, yesterday, over dinner, my mom actually pronounced that I was the LEAST PICKY among the three of us kids when it comes to guys.
As if! X( I happen to be one of the pickiest people I know! X( Oh well...
And last saturday, the trio talked on the phone together. Aww! we haven;t done that in a while. TuT I certainly miss the old times. Anyway, we talked about a very INTERESTING topic, about our schools and recruitments, Some realizations are trully harsh... Tsk, tsk... Anyway, I guess being called an "English-era" isn't so insulting afterall...
BTW, UP lost against UE! X( The OUTRAGE!!! X( KILL KILL!!!
Anyway, I have a very busy week for the first week of August. Aside from 3 long exams, I have a despedida in a hotel and then a wedding rehearsal, and of course a wedding to attend, (where I *blush* actually have a part to play). ^^ I'm a reader for my ninang's wedding, and truth be told, I haven't been to a wedding since I was a little kid. I kind of like weddings, although I have this feeling that i might just discover that such an occasion is just a longer (ergo more boring and tiring) mass. Hmm... I guess I'm about to find out. ^^; Gee... being the eldest in my family does have its quirks. I've only attended 3 weddings in my life, and in each one i had a part to play. Which is probably why i have a fond memory of weddings, no matter that the last one I attended took place around 16 years ago. ^^; In fact, today my family was supposed to go out to a mall and get clothes for my sisters and me to wear to the formal despedida. Cause we don't really have anything particularly suitable. Tsk, tsk. And I was also hoping to watch some movie as well, since I haven't had free time in a long time... unfortunately, I've no such luck. IMagine! I haven't watched a movie since... since... er... ah, yes, Sin City. I haven't watched any nice movie since then, not even Mr. and Mrs Smith. T_T
BTW, you know what, there is a huge spider lurking around our study room the past few days. I mean really huge, about an inch big (which is pretty impressive for a stray house spider, if i may say so myself), it's pitch black, with THICK HAIRY legs. X_x I'm not scared of spiders, but that made my skin crawl. And its not even scared of humans. It actually went between Bianca's foot and slipper. X_x
During the weekend, I seemed to be following in Sig's footsteps, headed for a book reading rampage. XD Seriously. Once again France's now vacated bed is littered with a ton of books that i intend to read, including the Da Vinci Code, HP 5, etc. Plus, I've got my greddy book crazy eyes set on a couple of Sig's books, which she probably knows anyway, so it's ok to announce. ^^; Why am I on this book devouring rampaging craze? I dunno. Maybe cause I'm about to finish the Sandman (I just finished this story which got a ton of "AAwwws!" from me. I think I just found my favorite of the anthology. ^^)
And I gave France a bookmark just like Vigile's. Unfortunately, I forgot to explain what it was, and I just texted her this morning. Turns out she thought it was some jewelry thingy. ^^;
And gaah! I dunno why, but now that I'm happy again and all, and have temporarily lost my saving inhibitions, I've been texting people nonsense stuff. ^^; I've been feeling restless (like how Vigile was in the summer about staying home) and have been trying to bother people all morning. ^^; Unfortunately, some people aren't very easy to bother. Tracy, for instance, was asleep all morning. T_T Vigile, has to leave, and Sig and Stacy, I dunno... T_T Except I figured that maybe i should let Kimmy rest or something.
HHAAAYY! *
masarap ang walang pasok!*
6:53 PM
July 22, 2005
Answers... Forgive the weirdnessI'm still happy... and it's getting really weird. But weird in a pleasant kind of way. ^_^ I mean, who wouldn't be pleased to be happy? It's... er... happy. :D And I was glad to hear that Stacy is happy too. ^_^ Vigile was mumbling about it. Why are her trio mates so happy? 0_,< I mean, its surprising that I'm even able to stay happy after getting that almost flunking nat sci exam, checking my surely flunked accounting exam (and its accounting for heavens sake! @_@), getting assigned a mountain's worth of homework, having to attend O**i*s stuff, and all such otherwise depressing stuff. Oh well...
Anyhow, apparently it turns out that I turn extremely Out of Character when I'm happy. In other words, I loose the will to save money and become extremely
magastos.0___0 Like, really, really, really
magastos! X_x Oh well... What a discovery... ^^;
And you know what, Bong, Vigile and I already have a UP alias. If Stacy has her Package, we have the Power Puff (gahh! I'm Blossom. I hate Blossom! X( Bong is Bubbles, and she dislikes Bubbles the most. -__- Everyone wants to be Buttercup, and guess who gets the green little girl? *cough*) If not Powerpuff, we have the Three Penguins. Don't ask. ^^; (only if you must... it's a pretty long and insignificant and uninteresting tale though).
And I've figured out exactly why I'm so happy. Or at least part of the reason why. Unfortunately, I'm pretty disappointed that I have indeed figured it out. Cause now that I know, I also know it won't last very long. T_T And I can even control exactly when it will end. Unfortuntely, dragging it out too long will turn its utility to zero. Sad... It was much easier when I didn't know the reason for this weird blissful happiness. At least then it seemed indefinite, or something. Whatever. And besides, awareness can dampen something you were originally blissfully unaware of. It's hard to explain the phenomenon, but oh well...
^______^ Happy, for now.
those who don't know happiness and who don't understand happiness calling... calling in the depth of longing.... ~Inner Universe Ghost in the Shell (nice song ^^; I was watching random channels while blogging, and well, the coincidence struck me.)
11:31 PM
July 21, 2005
Grabe! 11:30 na and I forgot that I had a paper to do! X______x
Buti nalang at nabasa ko blog entry ni Stacy at nabalik sa aking alaala na may paper ako na due bukas! wAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!
10:56 PM
*Extremely Happy... and I don't know why... ^_^*Yup, I'm feeling extremely happy right now, and I don't know why. Hehehe...
Labo... Maybe it's because classes were suspended this afternoon, or maybe cause I visited Sig's house, or cause I have my Sandman back. Dunno. But that's one of the reasons why I decided to blog. Cause I'm happy.
bangag... Aside from the timing being very convenient with certain homework of mine, of course. Hehehe... ^_^
^_^ *happy* ^_^
Yes, I visited Sig's house, which could very well be one of the reasons I'm happy. I haven't seen Sig in quite some time, and I'm glad I had the chance to visit. Speaking of which, I remember that I miss Tracy and Kimmy as well. T___T It's a good thing I see Stacy and Selda for lunch during friday.
Anyway, perhaps yet another reason why I'm happy was that in Sig's house I spent a good deal of time acquainting myself with the Sandman series. Yes, I really really really enjoyed it, cause she has 3 new books (which I browsed even though I haven't even gotten through half of part 1) and I learned a lot about the Sandman story arc. So InTeReStInG! YeY! *delirious*
Plus I got my pocketbook back which, as Sig so happily put, felt like a "part of me was missing without it, which made me seek it constantly" and stuff like that. ^_^ Perhaps. I did miss the book a lot. Almost like *cough* a part of me was missing. ^_^
KULIT! Anyway, while it was gone, I was able to study well at first, till my true procrastinating nature took over my life once again and I desperately began seeking ways to procrastinate and thus began turning my sights on almost every book in my path. ^_^ I almost started reading HP book 5 the other day, which I should have done about, let's see... 1 and a half years ago? But still haven't. But anyway, I don't like to leave things hanging, so I want to finish the Sandman Book of Dreams before I do that though. And so, having been duly reunited with my prodigal (pardon the stereotypical but definition-wrong use of the word) I feel a bit more chipper. Especially since reading it has been part of my TF routine. ^_^ Although I really DO study more without it. But what can I say,
procrastination IS my Lifestyle.
And I attended a JPIA apps outing last Wednesday. Nothing of much importance to take note off, except maybe that my Team won overall champ, and that for one game (a Trivia game) I had the misfortune of being put in a SPORTS category. Gahh!!! What do I know about sports??? Unfortunately, the only question I could have answered *Serena Williams= current Wimbledon champion* was asked of my teammate, who couldn't answer it. Of course, I got asked some obscure chess thing... 0_0 So at the end of the game... my team scored ZERO out of a perfect score of 200? ~Shame~
And yah know what, Bern got locked up in our CR today. Poor her... X_x I was actually wondering why my parents were walking around outside and stuff, turns out my mom was trying to hand bernice bernice tools while my dad was working on the lock. Eventually she got out by manually pulling out the three hinges of the door. Imagine. ^^
Trivia: Did you know that banana leaves in Ilocano is "Ebbak"? ^^ My RPT teammates kept making cracks at it. Which was extremely funny. ^^; At some point, there was a banana leaf underneath Hazel's chair, and (since she didn't know) we told her in mock seriousness: "
May ebbak sa ilalim ng upuan mo! 0__<" It was funny when she panicked. *EVIL*
And something weird happened in RPT today.
Kwento:
I was innocently writing stuff diligently on my notebook out of sheer boredom.
Guy Teammate1: Ano ginagawa mo?
Gen: Ah... wala. Nililipat ko laman ng inbox ko sa notebook ko.
Guy Teammate 1: O?!? May feminine side ka pala!
Gen: 0____________________________o *appaled and shocked look on face*
Guy Teammate 2: (echoing my sentiments) *Tawa* Bakit, lalaki ba si Gen?
Gen: 0____________________________o *face still contorted in utter shock and disbelief*
Guy Teammate 1: *tawa lang* Lumalabas din pala feminine side mo.
Gen: Sino ba nagsabing wala?!? 0___________o *mouth agape in shock*
Besides, writing quotes in my notebook is feminine? I dunno which was more shocking, the fact that I apparently seem like i have no feminine side or the fact that it comes out in my writing the contents of my inbox in my notebook! 0_________o ~blog worthy event.
And I've been really tired lately, I've been sleeping all afternoon these days. Tsk, tsk.... I dunno why. But today I'm not really feeling tired. Must be cause I'm happy. ^_^ When my mom and sisters picked me up from Sig's house, they even brought me my favorite doughnut flavor. ^_^ Saya!
And there are lots of new nice anime on animax... YAY! ^_^
Ah... yes! Another reason to blog. Today is MY day. ^_^ Grabe, I'm getting psycho happy for I-don't-know-why reasons. @u@
Dami kong balita.... nyahahaha...
*looks back* My entry sounds like I was either drugged or drunk when I wrote it. ^_^ Weird. Rest assured that I don't touch either of those things. ^_^
9:33 PM
July 14, 2005
Grrr... I'm in such a wreck!So busy and so stressed!!! PLus O*T*C* had to make it worse by requiring me to sell 3 damned movie tickets for MONDAY!! Which I still don't even have with me yet! X(
Plus, being as tired as I am, imagine my shock when I woke up from a short nap and saw a message that said my Geog need to finish our 15 single space paper by tomorrow! And I don't even have research yet! X(
CRAP, CRAP, CRAP...
Plus I left my phone at home, am running dangerously low on load, and even managed to lose my glasses for almost 3 days. Seriously, in Nat Sci class I couldn't understand a thing cause everything was a blur to me. T_T I ended up uncomfortably half-sleeping in class. Imagine. 0_0
GAAHHH! And of course I have a stat quiz tomorrow that I should be studying for, and BA and NAT SCI 1 EXAMS on Sunday and Monday respectively. I don't have enough time cause I'm seriously delayed in my readings. X(
Grr... I hope this almost tangible stress doesn't give me a relapse of the fever I had last Saturday. I had three other simultaneous things to do then, all cancelled thanks to my fever. X(
And I let Sig keep my Sandman book temporarily. I found that I study better without it. ^^;
