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6:53 PM July 22, 2005

Answers... Forgive the weirdness

I'm still happy... and it's getting really weird. But weird in a pleasant kind of way. ^_^ I mean, who wouldn't be pleased to be happy? It's... er... happy. :D And I was glad to hear that Stacy is happy too. ^_^ Vigile was mumbling about it. Why are her trio mates so happy? 0_,< I mean, its surprising that I'm even able to stay happy after getting that almost flunking nat sci exam, checking my surely flunked accounting exam (and its accounting for heavens sake! @_@), getting assigned a mountain's worth of homework, having to attend O**i*s stuff, and all such otherwise depressing stuff. Oh well...

Anyhow, apparently it turns out that I turn extremely Out of Character when I'm happy. In other words, I loose the will to save money and become extremely magastos.0___0 Like, really, really, really magastos! X_x Oh well... What a discovery... ^^;

And you know what, Bong, Vigile and I already have a UP alias. If Stacy has her Package, we have the Power Puff (gahh! I'm Blossom. I hate Blossom! X( Bong is Bubbles, and she dislikes Bubbles the most. -__- Everyone wants to be Buttercup, and guess who gets the green little girl? *cough*) If not Powerpuff, we have the Three Penguins. Don't ask. ^^; (only if you must... it's a pretty long and insignificant and uninteresting tale though).

And I've figured out exactly why I'm so happy. Or at least part of the reason why. Unfortunately, I'm pretty disappointed that I have indeed figured it out. Cause now that I know, I also know it won't last very long. T_T And I can even control exactly when it will end. Unfortuntely, dragging it out too long will turn its utility to zero. Sad... It was much easier when I didn't know the reason for this weird blissful happiness. At least then it seemed indefinite, or something. Whatever. And besides, awareness can dampen something you were originally blissfully unaware of. It's hard to explain the phenomenon, but oh well...

^______^ Happy, for now.

those who don't know happiness and who don't understand happiness calling... calling in the depth of longing.... ~Inner Universe Ghost in the Shell (nice song ^^; I was watching random channels while blogging, and well, the coincidence struck me.)

come fly ~ gen

"calling in the depth of longing..."

so this happiness is rooted in some kind of longing? *hmmmm..* longing that, i assume, was satisfied in a some way that made you blissful?

hekhekhek. this is very intriguing! XD

naku! kayong dalwa ni stacy nakakaintriga! i'm becoming happy imagining things about you two..(separately, of course..)

~ Vigile | July 22, 2005 8:19 PM

Unfortunately Vigile, it's not connected to some longing. It's not my fault that the song went on and on about happiness. My happiness is rooted on something much more shallow and near the surface. ^^;

~ Gen | July 25, 2005 1:01 PM