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1:41 PM February 04, 2006

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Stress these days is almost tangible. Great enough to actually get me depressed occasionally, and cranky. I'm a little delayed with my readings, but I promised someone I'd post an entry, so there.

Hmm... I haven't written an entry for so long, I think I've sort of forgotten how. NVM. I'll still write anyway, if only to keep this blog alive and fuctional at its purpose (which I had almost forgotten had someone not reminded me.) Not that I ever intend to kill this blog either. I love this blog. And making lay-outs for it, though I rarely do. ^^

It's February. I've been in UP for more than a year. I'm still thankfully in touch with my high scholl kada, and in some ways even closer. And we've even apparently discovered a new driving force that prompts more often gimmicks. XD I'm reading more authors, and Vigile says I even write better than last sem. I'm not taller or thinner as far as I know, but I think my 'fortune-telling prowess' has increased. Heheh... (One of my predictions was that ** would come after Kimmy in discovering a romance, and I think I was right. The same person predicted that I would be the next after Kimmy, but that would be, is, a joke. Hah!)

Acad-wise, I was painfully reminded of my poor performance last sem, with those sh*tty subjects Stat and NatSci1. Tsk... People are getting 'letters' again. Fine, I'm not a US! X_x My decline was too rapid. At least I think I'm much more stable now, or at least more prepared. My subjects this sem are relatively less problematic than last sem (about 4 have only 2 exams, one doesn't have any, and only Accounting persists on multiple hellish exams), but that's being super duper -rainbow-over-the-flower-fields optimistic. I have an inexistent Bio project with invisible groupmates, a half-baked BA paper with not-thorough group mates who could care less, and a CW 10 paper to write. But relatively, I'd say they were withstandable. At the moment at least. *sob*

Its actually the org stuff that's doubling my work. The fair is approaching, and I can tell that that's going to be a killer. X_x

Imagine, just a year ago only Vigile and Bong were able to talk 'econtalk', a.k.a. the language of their course. Now I'm doing so too. Acctg talk that is. ^^ Though sometimes this is even the source of some of our bickering. Tsk. ^^ Despite this little catch-up however, I am obviously still less adept at my course, socially to be specific. For some bizarre reason, apart from my Org friends, most of whom are from the upper batches, I barely have friends in my own batch. And most of the friends I have from my batch are from econ. 0_o Sure I have a few in BA, but they belong to their own tighly knit circle of friends that one can't just intrude upon. But then again, I guess that's what an org is for. At least I can't say I'm entirely bare of BA friends. ;_;

The Rule of Four is really nice. ^^ I'm making a little headway into the book, but its worth the little time I squeeze out of my activities. And thankfully, those activities are beginning to include more study time. I should be studying more! If only to at least have the freedom to complain that no matter how much I study, it wont be enough. It's either that or hate myself for not studying, cause either way, Accounting won't be kind. X_x

And I got a free henna tattoo on my hand. Its an ambigram, but it looks more like the scribbles on a chinese talisman, like Syaoran's of CCS. :D

I hope I'm making sense. This entry is (and again I use the expression) a Frankenstein monster of put together thought fragments, at least those that I could rescue from the long blogless days I've been having.

Hmm.. I guess I don't really have anything of much interest to write about, unlike Vigile or Stacy. I hear that Vigile's blog is causing a little wave of controversy somewhere. *wink wink* But this is it, and this will have to do. I'll try to blog more often at least. ^^

come fly ~ gen

gen! take advantage of this creative productivity in writing and write a lot while the creativity and writing skill is at its peak!

~ Vigile | February 08, 2006 12:58 AM