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10:11 AM June 05, 2006

Last blog entry of my Summer

I'm a complete and utter fool. Other than that, I'm probably a little of a coward as well, not to mention a little unlucky every so often. That meeting was... freaky. And I hope I don't die as a result of it. I will survive. I will survive. I will survive. And hopefully relatively unscathed, though it doesn't seem i'll crawl through that pleasantly. And note the term, relatively. T_T

I remembered a long overdue blog topic I wanted to share. Remember I had a dream with the Trio about going into hell and back as a special mission from Vatican to save the world? Well, the Trio has returned to the Dreamworld of Existentialism whatever! In my next dream, the trio found a mundane looking book that contained beautiful paintings. Beautiful. The book was about the creation and apparent destiny of the Earth. Hmm... 0_0 It began with a nice blast of pretty colors tht looked like the sky, then the next painting were of trees and plants (so pretty! some of my favorites! ^^), then another of something that looked like the creation of animals. This last one was sort of done in a cave-man-art style with the animals radiating outward on the cave wall. Very pretty and intricate. Then for some strange reason there was a painting of a man and woman, which I pressume was the creation of man. We were portrayed as black shadows, but you could see in the outline that it was human. So then the paintings began to show civilization, and then the slow destruction of the earth. Cut trees, roads, forest fires, strange colored skies. All the paintings were beautiful though. But the last one I remember was black destroyed trees amidst fire. It was sad. We kept wanting to turn it back to the early pages, with the nice moonlit sky and green trees framed by a rainbow spectred sky, but we found the new pages still fascinating. It was strange though, I think we were just so amazed with the paintings and what was going on. It was like the trio were the Fates or Destiny from Sandman or something. ^^ But then you wake up and it dawns on you how strange it was. How beautiful the paintings, yet how sad its message.

On the lighter side of things, we had our last kada gimmick for the summer, and still incomplete at that. T_T I've also turned into a psycho maniac, cause I'm not very good at the occupation we were then enjoying. Such games always puts me in weird mood swings. -_- I remember the old game, some of my friends were being a little mean because I wasn't any good. But it has been acknowledged that some of them can be very insensitive sometimes. But so does everybody, I was bordering that line myself. *sorry!* In my opinion, such games bring it out more. My mood swings are amplified tenfold. -_- I was actually angry with someone already. -_- I got THAT moody. ^_^ Thankfully, I didn't ruin everyone's day and I was able to keep my moodines under wraps, at least until it was relaxed a few minutes later. -_-; So moody. And it feels wretched too. One minute you're happy the next depressed. -_- *sigh* But to hell with it. At least it doesn't last. And I get to enjoy going out with my friends. They're always fun. Hehe... :D but guys, don't think I hate the game already, I love games. From video games to computer games to Arcade games to even Board games. My super competitiveness just gets me down sometimes, but it has happened before and will no doubt happen again, so it has long since stopped hindering me from such things. ^^

And UP's OUR and admission policies are truly ridiculous and all messed up. Someone needs to get in there and reform some policies and fix that warehouse of chaos. -_- Lost transcripts, mean ladies and incompatible units. Really, things are crazy there. Shame. >:(

I wish people would look at what they have every now and then and appreciate it, even when it seems so ordinary and 'given'. Cause I'm pretty sure someone somewhere would be glad to be in those shoes. It's a waste.

Tracy's text messages are funny. ^_^

Eeek... Tomorrow is the triple 6 day! Ahhh!! X_x

come fly ~ gen