Blog Version 12:
Butterflies/Flutter
Lucky Hysteric Little Me..
8:00 PM
October 09, 2006
Hmm... When people get me to start ranting about my academics, I noticed that I recently tend to fall into slight bouts of hysteria and 'freak-out-ness'. But maybe that's how it is when you suddenly feel things change. I knew my luck would run out sometime. I mean, I'm pretty sure no one gets all the way to the end to reach a dream or goal on just freak-level luck, which I sometimes think I have. (~not kidding, you should ask my friends Bong or Vigile or Tracy or Stacy. ^_^;) I'm not bragging nor complaining about it though. Back to my trail of thought, I get ridiculously edgy about the topic, as I related to my friends. For instance, my sister once told me ever so casually that she (an Atenean) thought Acctg in Ateneo was harder than in UP. AMAGAD! I could feel my eyes pop out in shock. Hello! I'm practically failing UP Accounting!! Don't go telling me that I have it easy. I'm dying under the weight of my academic workload and you want to step on the last remnants of my pride and dignity?!? AAaaRggHH! X( And once, I started telling Vigile about my schedule for the coming HELL WEEKS, and there goes my hysterical bout again. Voice rising, wild gestures, panicky exclamations. I'm really on edge. @_@ I don't know if I can survive this... Huhu... T_T To top it all off, I feel my eybags are pressing down on my face. And I'm eating like a pig. -_- Maaan, I don't handle stress well.
Hysteria. Stress. Tsk.
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