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Christmas Ghosts
9:22 AM December 25, 2006

Last night, as i received and replied to Christmas greetings on my cellphone, i suddenly had this urge to apologize to certain people I've been mean to, or angry at this year sometime this year (although of course I'm more likely to remember the more recent ones). I don't know, as I explained to one of them, it's a haunting of Christmas ghosts. I was pretty pleased with the idea, maybe I could make it some yearly tradition to apologize to people so that the next year can start anew. Not that I intend to go around pissing off people every year. But anyway I figured, what better time than Christmas right?

Anyhow, I got as far as three people before realizing that I couldn't go much further. ^^; Yes, I know I'm an evil Loser. But seriously, i wanted to send apologies that I really meant, and that's part of the hardness of it. And on top of it all, I already felt bothered by the weight of the three already. Cause I had to think first before sending right? And a lot of reflecting and pondering on the feeling of sorry-ness, guilt or whatever for three scenarios is pretty heavy for one night. @_@

So snap-Christmas-project: Failure. (But at least someone got my text. Hehe...)

*If you feel that I should have said sorry to you but didn't, it's most likely because I stopped at three and couldn't for the life of me get any further. Sorry sorry...

You know, I noticed that every year Christmas gets less festive. That's what happens, I guess, when people in the house grow up and there are no kids to get all jumpy and cheery in the morning. But I must admit, this Christmas was better than the last two. We actually had a pretty good noche buena. :) I'm definitely sure that it's my favorite meal of the season. Simple food, but delicious nonetheless. Unlike reunions that serve extremely heart-attack-rich food. Last night, we had queso de bola, fiesta ham, bibingka, coffee rolls, pandesal, hot chocolate, etc. Better than today's Lengua and pansit if you ask me. ^^; Hehe...

Anyhow, we've never had less gifts for Christmas before. With the whole family combined, we opened more or less 20 gifts this morning, and we're five in the family. So that's 4 each. ^^; Since we traditionally eat breakfast together before opening gifts together, we usually start early so we can clean up for lunch. This year however, took a little less than 20 minutes? But I don't think any of us minded. Interestingly, Bianca and I ended up giving each other DVD series, and we also got France and my mom a set each. ^^; So we're in for one helluva long movie/series marathon! Hehe... Fun! Goodbye books again. I haven't studied all break, and from the looks of things, I won't be able to study any more soon. Happy thoughts. Hehe.. \(^__^)/ And to cap things off, I'm just relieved that most of my gifts didn't end up as disasters as I worried. There! So everyone, sorry I haven't been replying, I'm running low on load plus I wasn't able to register for unlimitxt. ^^;

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

come fly ~ gen